Sunday, March 12, 2006

   board
Yup, i can say w/ extream certanty that i am board as f*ck. bord bord bord....if anyone wants to do someting, aim me. my sn is in the corner, pls no stalkers:P. other then that nothing else to post, cause i have no life...isn't MO just sooo thrilling w/ action and adventure...oh and ca't forget the bad spelling..lol
till later
Cycon
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Friday, March 10, 2006

   Mixed
ok, today was bad, yet some how some good came from it. well to start, I HATE HATE HATE HATE GD fing teachers who have nothing better to do then notice such little things and then bitch about it and then get you in trouble, my mom hates them too(she's a teacher too) well what happend is some kids walked b/h her desk, cause i was a floater the past two days, well one person had a rolly chair and rolled it near her pc, and put a pencil down, WELL that automaticly makes it that some student tried to get on her pc. OMFG a fing student can't log into a teachers computer..hell i can't eather. but that bitch she went to the VPO's and told the asst principle about it. well then i first get repremended from the hall moniter guy, you know says i'm a good sub, but shouldn't let any student on a pc, blah blah blah. WEll then today the Asst. principle calls me down to her office and tells me no student should be on a pc unless its in the lesson plans. well i'm sitting there being told how a student can go to naughty sites and get me in trouble, blah blah blah. WEll i'm all thinking good god, then wth are the pces for...i see them in all the freaken classrooms and they just sit there collecting dust, and when i run outa assimnets for the class i would reward them w/ pc use, you know they get work done faster. but oh no, a teacher thinks one student got on her pc and all hell breaks lose, better becareful of those flying demonds areound pcs. My god what dumb ass student whould go home and be like, "i saw naughty stuff on a pc." that kid not only prolly get in trouble but now the other students get in trouble and so on and on...how dumb do ppl think kids are. Ugh..then that teacher has the cohones to say that the kids are horrible casue they closered her blinds and lowered the temp in the room...i was like omg..get a fucking life lady, their efing kids they're not angels in the lest, so expect some stuff really. oh and then when i'm ion class she keeps pokeing her head into the class room, and even comes in casue one of the kids closed one blind, she got all mad and runs over there bitching about it as she opens it. then she starts to bitch about some kid who wrote that she was a hoe on one of her tables...wheich she got rid of right in the middle of class, again, lady...kids=dumb shit sometimes, get a fucking clue/life. ugh, so yeah that teacher got me soooo mad, to the point i just stoped careing, i was like w/e guys just finish the work as i zone out. But when the guy came in to the room to tell me i had to go to the VPO's(god sounds like i'm a student) the kids were all like oh we're sorry, he'll take your back, and they all did their work..i guess guilt works. still that teacher had no right to be such a bitch.
well other then that, Sethos precided to torment me w/ her evil smill which she now told two others, and she says she'll tell seth...so seth if you find out i must know!!!, but w/e, if its about what i think it is and i think it is, and that it might be good, then that's what kinda made the day better. i hung out w/ her though most of 4th period casue i didn't have a class and she was hanging out getting ready for her band trip, she was all laughing at me, evil smile, doing the shuichi "I won't tell" moves and stuff. all the while i'm like, god i hope its good...lol.
so yeah that was my weird ass day..lol, i all know your all gonna talk about your ahole teachers too...but gd i'm a teacher, jess ldy get a fucking god danm life..
So ltr days.
Cycon
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Thursday, March 9, 2006

   Not much
um not much to write about, except maybe...I WILL find out what your smileing about Sethos...i WILLLLLLLLL!!!
oh, and i guess this is sorta my Q of the day:
If you knew something about a friend, something bad, something that they do that would hurt them the rest of thier lifes, and your only way to stop them, casue they no longer listen to you, was to narq (tattle-tell) on them, would you do it? By doing so you might lose your friend, but atleast they might stop, and could have a better life, even w/o you...would you still do it?
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Tuesday, March 7, 2006

   Vacatioon
Yeah i took a 4 day weekend, not totaly on purpose, but w/e. i go back wednessday to work the rest of the week. Atm i'm kinda bored, i'll prolly watch some animie ltr, but sleeping sounds good too. best thing about being a sub=i can skip school and not get in trouble..lmao, ah ha all you students are in school while i sleep:P
So yeah hmm, this weekend was uneventful, been doing some things here and there, prolly update this site soon if i can fugure oout where my html code goes in to modify this junk.
Well nothing else happening, so boreing right?..lol
Ltr days
Cycon
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Saturday, March 4, 2006

   Ouch
today, my permant retainer fell out, after 6 sum years...and it hurt like a mother fer. now my teeth are all sensitve. well now i gotta go to the dentist and get the left over glue scraped off, which might mean also its time for my thried and hopefully final set of braces to correct my teeth. meh, oh well.
also today i drove my parents mad casue i watched my animies all day, so we had another marithon of Detective Conan, then all 6 episodes of flcl, then a mini marathone of gravitation. talk about my rents haveing a cow..lol
oh yesterday was a run around day, my monitor decided to blow up...litarly, the tub in the back poped and shot glass through the sides and into my desk..luckly the screan bloked any comming my way, i have no idea why it did that other then it was atleast 9 years old. so then we ran around looking for a new monitor best buy, wal-mart, circet city...all just to save in the end aboot $5 at best buy, but not only is it flat its also a bigger screen,..19 inches..only prob the reslution is so high all the webpages look funky casue their for lower ones, but o well my games look shweet.
So yeah that was my loser weekend, hope yours where great,
ltr days
Cycon
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Friday, March 3, 2006

typeing whild subbing and thinking
well today, at lunch, everyone appeared moody. idk why. was it me, someone else, or what. all i know that half way through lunch me and nathen where left alone. in the end nathen said i should go talk to sethos but i have no idea where the band hall is nor do i think she felt like talking. so i landed going back to my classroom for the rest of lunch. well when ever i'm alone i tend to think too much and well i did. so now you get to hear my thoughts or so since i hav no other thing to do atm.

well i started thinking about the past; you know all the things you did, and although i've know the truth since for ever, i just alwas bring it back up for no apprent reason. heh, i even woke up last night thinking about it; couldn't even fall back asleep. i hate myself that i can't just let go, but i always remebr, and it prolly always haunt me. who knows? I mean at the time i thought i was so right but i realise i was being controlled by my emotions, with out any consideration to what his life orhis past maybe like. i mean i knew alot, and i tried to help, but the more he pushed me away...i dun know. to care so much as to hurt him. I hate it, I hate myself. it always always hits me at any and all times, can't even have fun w/o the thought hitting me. i'm so afraid i'll do it to others, i hate it. why..i alwasy ask why..WHY!!. what is the fing point to try anything if everything lands up failing anyway. why..why...why am i fated to live with all this. i didn't mean to i just...i dunno.. i would have done anything, i'd still do anything. everyone, they know, i don't know how, maybe its the way i act, maybe i sould just be blank, like before. it'll never be the same; just the same as before, before it all. ugh i hate this feeling, why why can't i just kill all emotions, i just miss what was, and like anything good i have i ruin it. how long till i ruin waht i have now, prolly less then a year, like everything else...
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Thursday, March 2, 2006

   well my first post somehow disapeared....
Well i have to rewrite what i wrote i guess:\

Today went as i thought, i was totaly tired to the point were i was zoneing out most class periods. I was even reading my Naruto mangas and i'd keep on wakeing up, i guess from micronaps, casue i'd be on a totaly diffrent page then what i was on before, and i'd also be a bit bewildered cuase i'd be lost a bit, so after aboot 5 min i'd finnaly realise whats going on. and then zone out again..lol
Tonight i will have another DC marathone, 7 1/2 hours, this time in Japansies. If you ever watch DC watch the origanl version, the dub version not only changes names, but some eppisodes it'll change the whole plot or more. yeah i think thats why its not as big here as in Japan, Funimation makes a really bad dub version. oh to answer what was asked yesterday, in Japan there are more then 400+ episodes...the show has been running almost as long as the Simpsons. they also have 11 movies and continiue to make more for every year for the past 11. Infact the town where Gosho Aoyama(auther) was born it is act a big amusment park dedicated to him and DC. so yeah DC is huge in Japan, while we suck i guess..lol
well i better get going on my marathon b/f its too too late..lol, its never too late to watch Detective Conan:P
Ltr days
Cycon

boy i have crappy posts lately:\
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Wednesday, March 1, 2006

   OMG it finnaly came!!
Yes today there will be much rejoycing, my Detective conan DVD's came in. (does happy dance). ima have a marathon of Detective conan tonight, all of my 15 episodes=7h and 30mins of Detective Conan. LOL how many times am i gonna say Detective Conan in this post...well lets see Detective Conan Detective Conan Detective Conan Detective Conan Detective Conan Detective Conan Detective Conan

Detective Conan!!

Hehe, yes i am hyper atm...so tommarow if i'm dead as i sub you shell know why, hehe.
Detective conan, go...squi.

dang what a dumb post:P
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Monday, February 27, 2006

   mmkay party 'n stuff
well i must say today was good, yada yada, missed sethos at lunch../cry
WEll onto the important stuff, i went to sethos' party, got there got glomped by sethos 3 or 4 times, and then some other random ones. ate lotsof good food, and played in her chocolet fountin thingy. then went on to play some video games, then ate cake, sethos got all red in the face, i laughed, it was great. then went to the rave she had in her grauge(spl). was there for a bit but since i can't rave worth a lill $%#@ i headed back inside for more food and video games. inside i beat everyone on one game w/ some chick that screamed alot and ppl got mad of the sreaming but i owned:P, oh then i got beat up by nathan, then i beat up on brian casue nathen=200+ pounds...me=150pds..brian=about my weight, so yeah you do the math on whom i'm gonna pick a fight with...well it really wasnt' a fight but more like wresaling/ tickaling, 'n stuff. well yeah i made brian laugh alot to the point he fell on the floor, hehe, and i made him scared, lol i don't know why(innocent look:P). then later i took control of brian's hand and used it as a wepoun on verious other ppl till i got bitten by sum girl idk her name, but from that i got both of his hands...he said he felt dirty(i know,... i have that effect:P). well he didn't care so i just had fun hitting ppl w/ his hand/s. yeah i'm easily amused. then i fought him a bit more till nathen got in there and...lets just say i was dangaling off his neck w/ my head near the floor..talk aboot blood rush. then after brian left went outside tried to rave a litle casue, yet, i still suck at raveing. then went back inside and owned more ppl on the video game. then after aboot 2hours, was getting ready to leave, casue everyone excopt nathen and richered were left, b/s the girls sleeping over too, well that leaveing part too aboot another hour, casue i talked w/ richered nathen and sehtos again. then when i was finnaly leaving sethos gave me a hug, and i got stuck...danm that gell in her hair..lol. then i finnaly left, and went home to sleep and then that was aboot it.
Yes i know i skiped prolly like 2/3 of the discrription of the party, but if i sat here and wrote it all i think my hands whould commite suicide. so yeah, the party rocked, shout outs to Nathen, Richered, Brian, and esp Sethos(happy bday), oh and the verious other ppl..you know who you are:D
Sorry if i scraed anyone..yeah i'm way diffrent outa the school setting, then what i am when i'm working..lol so..
Ltr days
Cycon
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Saturday, February 25, 2006

   Board
Got board so i thought i'd add stuff to my website, hence new pics from naruto. DC will always be my faverote but Naruto is a close second. well thats about it till Sethos' Bday party later today.
Ltr days
Cycon
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