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Sunday, February 5, 2006


   random thoughts
Have you ever had the feeling that no matter how hard you try, no matter how much you care, what you tried to prevent happens anyway. And not only that but you may have been the casue or atleast the one who put the final nail in the coffen. Idk, for years i tried to prevent what i knew whould happen, of which i can't say, it happend anyway, i accepted it becasue another one i found had more potental, had a real future but for all i know i prolly made it worse, though all this happens w/in less then a month when you try all year. heh, i guess you can't change fate, what is written is written. Is it so wrong to want to help someone becasue thier your frined. only to find out they hate you for careing anyway. is it so wrong to want to know more to help, just to wish to see them truely smile. idk...idk if anything is worth trying, fate can never be changed, and to try only makes them hate you...
heh, idk know why this came up..i thought it was b/h me..all i can think is that gravition brought back some memories, heh my life seems kinda like Shuichi's...although alot less happy and more upsetting, and no kissing eather..lol... I also heard throuh others what has happend, since silance is all i get anymore...heh, i guess it brings me down. it'll prolly take me awhile to supress it again, but hey thats why they made wellbutran:P...
sorry my post seems down just had to get somethings off my mind, thanks for reading my useless depressing crap..lol...

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Cycon

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