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Wednesday, June 14, 2006
contimplateing
You know how ppl always tell you, "that for ppl to like you, you have to like oneself." Well i find that to be total crap and not one bit of help. what does that mean...to find good things about oneself..bah how are you suppose to find them? I only know things that i hate about myself. Because that's all i know, i hate myself! But even when i force myself to find the good, it feels so empty. I guess it just doesn't work that way. And all the ppl who say it does just don't get it. What i think it is, if it could happen, is when you hear someone say they like you for the first time, and actually mean it. Then maybe you can forgive yourself. Maybe when someone accepts you, for the first time, maybe you can begain to forgive yourself, just a little. Then we can face our fears, w/ courage.
But such a possiblity is hard to find, becasue most ppl are concrend only for themselfs, and i know i'm guilty of it too. What everyone needs is just someone to tell them thier worth something, and it only takes a little effort, listening is a big one. To listen to someone, maybe just to talk about thier problems, makes them feel worth something, someone actually cares about that person and what thier feeling. I know it sounds hard, and i know i'm guilty of brushing off ppl too. but such a small thing can mean a whole lot to ppl. Someone actually cares if thier there. I can see why ppl will skip out on this, casue everyone has thier own stressers, and by hearing someone elses, you may gain more stressers then what you had before, and everyone wants to excape as many as they can.
So much in this world is done to have someone aknolage the other. Maybe if you aknolage one person, you'll get aknolaged in return, told your worthsomething, that there is good in you.
All this is just my thoughts, pls if you have any yourself leave a comment, i like to read them:P
Cycon
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