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Wednesday, July 27, 2005
oowww...
I hurt :'( I joined a soccer camp for girls going into or who are already in the local high school. So here I am, just turned 14, frshman, 6 years experience in recreational soccer. Everyone else is at least 5 months older than me I would say, all on high level soccer (I know it as challenge the second rank, classic, third, premier, fourth rank, etc) who have all been practicing throughout the summer with their teams, all good and cool like, not to mention the seniors. Basicly, I really suck and I am making a fool of myself by not being able to pass, recieve, shoot, and all the other crap half as well as everyone else. I was trying really hard to do as well as everyone else, resulting in sunburn, a huge blister on the sole of my right foot and big toe, and a ripped blister on my left foot which must be like 2 inches in diameter (not like you wanted to know) I have taped up my feet to help the pain, but it still sucks :'( The camp sucks too.I can see people staring at the new girl who never says anything and sucks, people laughing when I walk by. It infuriates me! I hate it sooo much! I feel like a huge idiot! My mom says I should be making friends, but I just cant. These girls are just totally different from me. They are intrested in things like Laguna Beach (which they talked about non stop today) and who is dating who. I couldnt give a flying fuck for what some barbie dolls in malibu are doing or why some faceless girl broke some emo guys heart to go out with the bad-ass. Uhhh!! I have seen what I think as "cool" people hanging out by the skate park and bus stops, walking around generally, but I would feel like an idiot walking up to some group of friends and sayingg " Hi, my name is Beca, I have no friends, can I hang out with you? I like your hair." Grrr...
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