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Sunday, January 8, 2006


   Broke.. up?
Eya Minna
Well, as many of you have noticed/read on Al's site bad stuff has happened and yeah.. what's left to be said? Not much.. Yea... I broke up with her.. Seeing her being hurt like that and all because of me.. Including I have an upcoming work experience were I'll be unable to get around to anyone or do anything for a friggin month! *sigh* Anyway. I can definatly understand Al after reading her post. I tried to give her everything and I know she gave me everything as well.. but it also seemed like that I was falling into a hole of confusion and maybe depair or something.. I can't tell but I wasn't feeling good at all and that it affected Al only made it worse.Wether I'm a Loser (with capital L) or not, she deserves someone who can give her more than I can.. including physical contact! Also that my chances of comming to Australia might take a longer while than expected and who knows how much it can hurt to have to wait for THAT long? Anyway, I'm terribly sorry for this sad post. I'll not post as often for a while but I'll try and see if I can get around to you whenever possible. And sorry for not visiting too often.. you can probably guess why.. but I'll try and make up for it!! Until I'll be back I'll be on a "mission" to find out who I am and why I do like I do, and feel this way. Might take a little while but I won't forget you!

Last thing.. Al.. you know.. you got what meant the most to me and I know you might hate me enough to not even talk to me if it is. just so you know.. what ever happens I'll still be around if it is! And remember.. love can't be measured in physical stuff! but it's not a thing to start a meaningless discussion about.

Take care minna! *hugs*
Be strong Al!


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