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Sunday, November 23, 2003

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Sometimes I wonder if I'm a little too ready to go into preachy mode and go on about God. Then I wonder "is it possible to be too ready". Mnnneh. I guess it's a fine line, but that IS only a guess, and I have no idea where this fine line is located.

Sometimes I feel like I'm the only one really paying much attention to what I'm saying- and that doesn't so much hurt as it makes me wonder "what is the point"

Sometimes I almost beat myself up because I'm not really achieving anything. But the truth is that progress is often unseen. Years of work is sometimes necessary before anything productive begins to take form.

But I know I don't have that sort of patience just yet.

Sometimes I feel like it's me and God against the world. Everything looks and feels cosy from the inside, almost like an inner sanctuary of naivite, but at the same time the world outside is a spiritual mess. You don't really need to be christian to recognise that.

the main thing is, this inner sanctuary sometimes hurts- because I know that the world outside is so messed up ,and there are so many people caught up in it.

Meh. That's something like what I feel. Describing it like that is kind of like describing a tower as a pile of bricks. It's true, but not a very good definition.

Anyway. 12:30 am. Need to be up at 6 for work. Better be off to bed.
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