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Thursday, April 29, 2004


   Feeling a lot better...
..hopefully things will sort out soon so it won't involve going off by myself up to the park at some dodgy hour in the evening, just to keep some degree of sanity.

Basically, I'm far too negative still. Rather than adding fuel to the fire by being negative about an already potentially negative situation, I need to pray good things into it.

As I was bent over on the ground in some vain attempt to make something happen, I felt God say "stop being so pathetic and get up". Or.. not quite that, but a feeling to the same effect as those words. He reminded me that actually things are not definitely as bad as I make out; that my despondance is caused by my assumptions, not by what I know happened.

So he had me thank him for what is good in my situation and pray more blessing, rather than mourn over what is bad and seek to get it taken away.

And then to top it all off, on the walk back home he had me kneel half-way down the street to repent of my sins.... but that's just the kind of guy he is sometimes.

Thoughts on discipleship..

Won't go into any detail at all other than to say I have a vague kind of plan.

And those of you who've heard me say that before will no that there's absolutely nothing to worry about because I either rarely go through with my plans or no-one gets to hear about it anyway, most of the time.

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