Tuesday, December 4, 2007

man oh man, so what am i supposed to do, i talk about christianity and i think to myself ya im a christian, yet i cant be bothered to go to church pray read my bible, so what the fuck im not, i sit here listning to the "devils music" why cause as experts are now saying im to smart, i know to much and the heavy rythmic patterns to the music calm the stress from that, ha i find that funny, ya i know im smart but its not stressfull i know more about the millitary then anyone i know and when i dotn know the stuff i usualy pull it outta my ass and im right anyway, whatever im rambling again at 458 in the morning, waiting for my dad to get up so i can go to sev get some coffee and stay up all day come home and play some world of fuckin warcraft boooya bitches but alas will my question finaly be answered any time soon

Song playing: Iron Maiden's Don't Look to the Eye's of a Stranger
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Tuesday, November 27, 2007

well
time for some change, not sure what i want to change yet but i do know this time its going to be big my life as it is, is stagnent and boering.

well just had my birthday yay 20 /rolls eyes, not sure what to say about it it was alright i suppose, robyn(my ex) wanted to come but i told her it fell through it kinda did but i didnt want her there anyway sure shes hot as shit but who cares not me, i need a girl with some substance, one that can keep up with me mentaly, sure im not the smartest person on the planet but fuck do i know alot, i just need a girl who is more comfterbal in her own skin then needing to wear skimpy outfits to feel good about herself, whatever change is needed and will come with the new year, be it new friends new living arangements or a complete redo of my own life

Song Playing:Wanted Dead or Alive - Bon Jovi
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Sunday, November 11, 2007

haha awsome
doing shit to specificly make myself feel like crap to see if i can make myself happy again lol and i think ive found the hook needed to keep me happy fucking rocking 80s music does it lol just listing to some fucking crue right now, man they where good
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Wednesday, November 7, 2007

soooooooooo ya
just got back from robyns man is she beautiful, she didnt want more so we ended it, fuck i love good break ups, its like hey, this is over isnt it? its been good times, maybe we will hang out one day, but ya have a good one, why cant more break ups be that way ?
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Sunday, October 14, 2007

yay?
was at the corn maze last night, a friend was harrased by that little bitch, corban was being an asshole again, but hey i was with robyn so its all good. well have a good one
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Wednesday, October 10, 2007

haha, me and scott are being terrorists for hallowen, its going to be fucking amazing.

still dating the 22 year old, going to the corn maze on sat, i hope her lies arent actualy lies, cause he dosent deserve that shit, altho he is a dickhead
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Sunday, September 30, 2007

life
ahhhh finaly going good, was with robyn all yesturday, shes amazing, an awsome girl, hung out with chad and rae and sheldon and mellisa and trevor, wanted weed and expected me to have a few numbers:P, ummmmmm, rachael says she hasent cheated on josh, but i dont belive it, to many variables, and the fact it took her almost 5 months to admit she cheated on me, as they say once a cheater always a cheater, whatever she hurts him, ill say i told you so, i knew it was going to happen
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Thursday, September 27, 2007

hah
ya right, keep telling yourself that and maybe one day it will become true, its like they say, once one always one, you cant get away from it, it will haunt you your whole life, and im done, im done defending you, im done trying to put a good light towards you, im done, plain and simple im done im out, finished, you add to much stress to my life and everyones your around, i hope you dont hurt him to bad, just please, let it stop befor you do hurt him to bad, he dosent deserve that, and you know it, your his first everything, please just dont hurt him like you know your going to....

ok now to a good thing, im datting this 22 year old SHES AMAZING, like fuck its crazy, shes beautiful, and just ah i cant even describe it, shes been hurt so many times, i just want to show her that all guys arent complete assholes, we hung out with rae and chad tonight, got into what rae found out about aaron and rachael, that was interesting to hear, played some halo 3 the gravity hammer is fucking amazing well toodles.
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Tuesday, September 18, 2007

man
why do i try, i tryed, he didnt accept it, whatever, things will turn out as it has for a while either shittie, or this person that i did somethign to will forgive or forget, whatever im happy now.


was on a date tonight, was fun, kissed her i knew she wanted it, it felt so good, shes an amazing girl beautiful, amazing body, and a good head to boot, and shes older then me ! woot woot, well another time i will tell another story good night people, and may you treat everyon with honor and respect
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Monday, September 17, 2007

heh wonder what i did to that kid, nothing i know of, ya ive had my past transgretions on everyone, but dont they know that people change, i tell the world like it is, i told aaron the truth, i told rachael the truth, to what i knew at that second, and yes travis you did go to school with me, and no travis the shit josh has said about me is not true
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