Friday, March 23, 2007

welllll.
i met some one, umm shes cool, shes beautifull, and shes into me, what more can i ask for :P heh nothing i guess well enough for now, ill talk to you people later have a good one

Song Playing: Nothing(just a quiet morning)
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Wednesday, March 21, 2007

@@ OMG, i met, like the greatest girl ever last night, shes pretty, weird as fuck, wierd fucking friends, and just ya, i dont know im thinking to far ahead
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Monday, March 19, 2007

another fight with the ex
happened again, fight with my ex, why must we keep doing this, i hate it i really do, but i guess i know i deserve it, i guess this is what i get for not earning her trust.

thinking what i should do with my life, not sure military is prolly my best and only choice, guess grunt work is in my future, well guess i better start working out, all i know is if im going to do anything i better hurry the fuck up im 20 no job and living at home, fuck im a loser, whatever its life ill take what i get and do with it what i can, only way i can do it.

must earn back any bit of respect she ever had for me, will take time will take alot of time, but time i have, persistance i have patiance i dont i must learn it, i need to earn back her respect, i must earn back everyones

Song Playing: Iron Maiden's Dance of Death Orchestral Version
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Saturday, March 17, 2007

paranoid angry, upset, alone, surounded by people, no where to run, no where to hide, i think im just going to die, am i living the life i was born to live? how do i know? did i get what i was supposed to have to earlie? am i meant to never be happy? never to be free, am i meant to give my life, like i know i would do, am i meant for anything but depressions?
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Wednesday, March 14, 2007

why can i never just have a decent conversation with her
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Monday, March 12, 2007

well, party the last 2 nights, first night the keg they had sucked ass monkey, umm tasted like urine, no sorry, that woulda tasted better, had fun slept there sat night, got ditched sunday night, umm, feeling weird and different all at the same time

no song playing no music on my comp anymore..... yet
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Thursday, March 8, 2007

feel weird had a good convo with her last night, umm i hope shes starting to see im different, heres hopin, umm party this weekend supposed to be setup with some one, dads birthday this weekend, umm what else uhh 300 comes out tommorow so oging o see that looks amazing well, enough for now bye

Song Playing: God Gave Rock and Roll to you, Kiss
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Wednesday, March 7, 2007

well been texting with this girl, i met over the internet she seems really cool, me and her are now married, and shes my house wife/sex slave, and ya she seems really cool, well have a good time people umm not much more to tell.

Song Playing: Pour Some Sugar on me, Def Leapard
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well, time to explain myself to people....

im a 19 year old male who lives in winnipeg manitoba, ill be leaving here one day, just up and gone, only people that will no will probobly be me and my family, and even my family may not know, ill just one day up and leave, and ill just up and show up again one day, hopefully a better person, umm im a christian, lost my faith but have gained some of it back, im deep into metal music, not nowadays metal but, fantasy metal and nwobhm(new wave of british heavey metal) ie iced earth saxon and iron maiden and judas preist, my favorite song of all time atleast right now would happen to be Dance of Death if you get a chance dl it, amazing, for 50 year old rockers amazing... heh ummm, i was in a relationship with an amazing girl, it was the complet wrong time for it to happen, alot of stuff happened, and i needed a physical closeness, as i know now, umm im sorry for everything i did to her said to her and put her through, i wish that she would come back to me,not to date just so she can ssee that the person i was during the relationship im different now i see that, umm other then that i really have nothing to say, i like anime, mainly mobile suit umm, started off with dragon ball z, and ya, lol me and my friends used to mute episodes we already saw and adlib for the chars i rember one time it was in the android saga when android 17 and 18 whent and found 16s coufin and all that so me and my friends had already seen this isn japanese so we muted it and i was android 17 and the doctor dude and i dont know what the fuck happened but it turned into wedding dresses and alot of yellin ill quote "YOU DESTROYED THE WEDDING DRESSES NOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
yes i was weird at one point now i am to serious
ive changed alot, hopefully one day she will notice that im the kind and caring kid i once was... well enough of my sob stroy talk to you guys later hanks for checking in


Song Playing: The Number of the Beast, Iron Maiden
Dance of Death, Iron Maiden
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Tuesday, March 6, 2007

... if it happens i wont ever talk to him again, i cant, i wont be able 2, i will never look at him again, and her fuck her i would fucking i dont even know FUCK, they want themselves happy so they sacrifices everyone else nice, i swear to god if they do , i will never speak to either of them
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