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Monday, May 7, 2007


heh, well, i dont know what to say anymore, im happy, well as happy as i guess i can be, not depressed anymore, i feel generaly good, havent talked to rachael in almost 3 weeks?, feels semi good, just to finaly be able to not have to talk to her, i still miss her, she is still very special to me, i love that girl, i miss holding her, talking to her, cuase when i was with her, i felt what angela used to make me feel, like some one actualy belived in me, i know every time i talk to michelle about my dreams of being in the millitary, and i know shes thinking i wont do it, but rachael, atleast from what i can tell always belived in me, i really do miss her, i feel so bad for what i did, took everything for granted, she gave me an inch i took a mile, if you read this rahcael im so sorry:( i know ive said it many times, thank you for that last verbal slap, it helped alot, so you know if you read this, i dont want you back, i just want you to be here with me in my life, and help me were you can, i dont want a romantic connection with you, i want to show you i can be trusted, heh i dunno im just scared that when michelle gets back she will forget about me...
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