Wednesday, March 3, 2004

   meeuuuuuu...
A little nervous abour teh 3 test going on at once on friday...I REALLY should get started on my homework, it is now 10 pm now. I wonder how long I'll do this. Math is too easy, I get bored with teh mundane work and grade dropped to a C now...

In my afterschool things are going quite well for me, I've won 3 different awards in teh past month in 3 of me several things I do. Meanwhile, I've turned into a C student that the teachers hate...

I was happy that I remembered Dr. Seusses' real naem for extra credit on our APUSH quiz. Really. Of all the things you learn in school, Dr. Seusses' name (Theodore) counts for something.

I know many kids feel school sucks and school is stupid, but things have gotten to a point in today's schools.

Or should I say the same core subjects of required learning for decades, if not longer, I don't know really. But if you hear about school systems in Europe, students start going on their life track early high school, not half way through college.

People have too many options today for their general intellectual power. Rather, their lack of initiative. Many have grown too immature to handle themselves, thier relationships, their life.

Why the hell do people buy new cloths, new looks, new personalities every month?

Still massing an army of people who take their life into their own hands. I'd particlarly mention louise and miek for their unique individualiity, and all the runner ups--I don't really know what I'm talking about, so ...meh.
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Monday, March 1, 2004

   Devin!
Ug, I put off remodeling my site again, I think I'll do it during spring break (only 2 more weeks, who hoo!). I'm planning to have a party/movie nite/both, because I'll be able to!! Also snowboarding, and andrew invited me to try to do some roleplaying games.

And babysit again for neighbors. more random Devin quotes:

"I'm really glad you were my babysitter tonight!" *hug*

*gave me a purple block of wood* "Here! You can have this to remember me by."

*butt naked* "you know, sometimes I just get so HOT! Sometimes cold too."

Then she got into the oatmeal, opened them all up and started to eat them all raw. I was all, "oh no!, you know, Devin, I could have gotten you some food if you asked!" She says, "but I was just so HUNGRY!"

Man, and her "perty please?"s got her candy, popsicles, a movie, and a book after her bedtime.

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Saturday, February 28, 2004

   soory, no rants, just un-rants!
I had a great day, and last night too. It was a basketabll game, reeely close, and we pulled ahead to win in the last minute! Lots of cheering going on, I loves it when it’s like that. Becca asked me if Frak was my boyfriend cause of how much we were hanging out on the trip. She said he was cute and I should go out with him.

Today I skipped and went to the coffee house to finish notes. had the giantness of cinnamon roles, mmmmm, hee, went to the coffee house later in the day with the english class, on the teacher too, she’s ausome! Had some kind of english tea, and something with a reeely long name, had chocolate cookie crumbs, cream and chocolate sauce, to DIE for.

My ride forgot about me, so I got nervous about how I was going to get a ride….Hey! there;s emly’s brother (so hot) offers me a ride. Know wat I find out? he likes anime, video games and teaches himself martial arts!! Amazing.

Happily at work, then off and went to babysit the most wonderful kids! The girl, 4, tells me “If I had boots like a horse, then I’d run around on the slippery ice!” OH, I’d pay the parents to spend time with them.

I’m sorry I usually have rants at the world evey so often, but I’m feeling too right with the world right now. At least had a laugh at society with loiuse at the coffee house. Wahahaha! How impressionable people can be.

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Wednesday, February 25, 2004

   didn't get sleep, but hey. I found a perty quiz.!

You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and
creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.


What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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Anyways. took a competitive test for math, then saw miek after it, so naturally I had to skip with him and louise. Had a nap in a few classes. And manage to do my homework in class the day its due! yay, go me! I feel like doing one of my nice rants right now, but no energy. maybe next time. g/night
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   I know, I know
That last one is mainly for dairie*sp purposes, in case most of you dont' like to read long posts. In a nutshell, bunch of us went on a trip, 9 of us partied half the night, talked the rest, and bonded like dried glue in other words. Got closer to Frak, sigh*
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   fun fun!
Had one of the greatest weekends I ever had in me life. At the end of our EXTRA spring break, dozens of poeple from our school got to ride a coach to another city for a couple of days, man it was great! We went shopping, I spent all $60 my dad gave me, and I was trying to be thrifty! It's just that the incubus cd's were calling to me. so were the shoes. and the lip gloss. and tank top. and gifts for my sisters. food only a little, thankfully.

anyways, we went back to the hotel, where some stoned guys asked us up to their room, where they'd be drinking and "playing cards" was how they put it. That was when we noticed the chaperone hanging over our shoulder. oops.

went swimming in the pool there, now our room smelled like chlorine, so we partied in the guy's room (frak's not the stoned guys) until midnight when they said we could be heard all the way down the hotel hallway. meh.

so we gets all cozy and in our pajamas and invites the guys up to our girls' room, and talks about EVERYTHING until 4am. sex, society, drugs, teens, bit of gossip, psycology, church, tolerence (or lack therof) school, etc. I feel like I can talk to them about anything.

next day is the competition, I learned today that I got 2nd place in the state! woo hoo! then we all got back on teh bus for home!

We played cards, took pics of each other, talked again of a rang e of topics. This time not as much room as in the hotel, and Frak let me nap with my legs on his lap.

Before this he would shy away in embarassment, he's one of the shy ones. Next time I'm alone with him, I'll ask him what he thinks of me.

But the real question is: will I have the courage to ask him? I'm one of those shy ones as well...
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Wednesday, February 18, 2004

joy joy joy, no school this week!
“Learned” how to make croissants Saturday. Failed miserably. part fo it may have been the fact that I didn’t know the hell how to make dough properly. Next day I figured it out, made perdyful delicious ones with apricaot and cognac glaze. to die for!

Served it to the french class, hopefully the teacher didn’t noticed I laced it with alcohol like that. The class ADORED me coissants, I was proud.

Anyways, feeling good in general, thinking of asking frak out. He’s a good friend, I feel hesitant lest he refuse for the same reason. I want to stay his good friend. We spend so much time together, having loads of fun, but never getting romantic.

I told one of you this already, bu tI had the ausomest dream. I had stolen sommat from a princess, and her and her prince was chasing me while I was running away on an elephant. Me and me elephant were hopping from iceberg to iceberg in a wide twisting cooridor like it was a zelda dungeon. We missed the next iceberg and slid through and drowned. Everything went black in my death and words spelled out like at the end of movies –T-h-e-E-n-d-

I think this means my imagination has come back to me, for the time being.

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Saturday, February 14, 2004

   oh my!
I am getting sick o fpurple, ti doesn't really suit me, so I will try to revise my site within teh next few days. cause get this...I have TIME!!! squweeee! I don't remember the last time I've had this thing of old. well, forked over 200 dollars out of my own pocket for a scool trip, uggg. I don't remember which of you lived in the seattle area. was it you, aurus? whoever, does have suggestions where to visit while I'm there at the end of march/beginning of april?
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Tuesday, February 10, 2004

zelda animations!
returnofganondorf

the real legend Thanks to my guild for these wonderful animation movies!
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   everything else!
So last post was mainly one thing I did yesterday, but my whole weekend was great! Friday after work I went to help work w/kid, the baby hung out with me, he was cool, although he spit up a few times. Talked with Frank. I think I’m getting closer to him every day, I don’t think he is interested in me at all tho.

Saturday went orchestra 3 hours, went visited old people and made valentines with them. The appreciation they showed us was so rewarding tho! Then me and Frank want out to the Vagina Monologues to help out, for 5 and a half friggin hours! I had so much fun tho! Went to a friend’s to sleep over and talked w/ Miek for 2 or 3 hours.

Sunday was ausome! I went to softball for the 1st time this year, yay!! Then to the building lounge of where aikido is. Found an ancient typewriter there! It was quite the discovery. Then I got to aikido late, oops,

We got to use jo and bokan today! (staff and wooden sword). I got the most beautiful green-brown bruise as a result! Twas quite fun when Andrew told me to kick his butt and be more confidant and he was going to take my lunch money. I manage to “shin his hip” as he put it ~falls down laughing~ then I throw him down and pin him, but not firm enough so that he rolled over and gets over me to pin me on the shoulder. But I spin out of it while on my back and end behind him and ikkyo pin him down! He starts laughing and says “I like that! Very creative!” I feel skillful for once and am happy :)

Then I go to emly’s to “work” on our project, and oooooooooooo, her brother is HOT. He jokingly teased me about being a slacker when I said I didn’t do much hours for key club last semester. Cool, I’m friends with him now. I want to go over and play video games, watch anime, listen to music with him. ~dreaming~ cause he like all that wonnerful stuff. Alas, he probly thinks I’m just a little kid tho, he’s 20, I’m 17. Oh, I should get over it.

Then I went back to my friend’s house and worked until 3 am again! ;Tis what I do tonight again! I DON’T THINK HOMEWORK DOES ANYTHING AT ALL FOR MY LIFE!!!!

hello there
the angel of my nightmare
the shadow in the background

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