Monday, February 9, 2004

   phenominal day
The last several days have been INSANELY busy, so I'm sorry I havent' been on. I was out all day with Frank and had a phenomenal conversation with miek that tells all about my day and a great rant. oh, and don't worry about us when we seem evil at times for the first poart, we kinda joke about being evil and sarcastic, we are writing in a very joksome tone until we ger to our serious topic. I have been complained to that it was too long, I attempted to trim it by cutting out the spaces and coloring it, hope its better!Here it is:
hey
yo miek! good thing you didn't come, cause we stayed too late at the old folks home
lol, partying it up again?
you know! *head neck wagging* Ddid 7 hours of community service today.... and a half
fun stuff
it was! I don't kno wwhen I'll do my home work tho...
bah, homework is for pansies
Except it's history day rough draft due monday we'd fail if we'd completly forgoet about it
bah, I dismiss that. my dads coming home in an hour and we get to work out some kinks in our heating system
at one in the morning?!
yea, he's driving up from anchorage
I'm going there with frank in two weeks!
fer what?... I am too. 2 weeks and 3 days..ish
declamation friday and saturady
coolness though I'm also going for we the people at some point soon too...
we the people?
's a competition for AP gov boring stuff
anchorage trip will be fun tho, we;re going with EVERYONE, do you know shannon
nope the yogurt? no wait... thats dannon
kee hee! I love it when MSN sends you a spam about spam prevention......its irritating
or the pop ups "click to learn more about how to get rid of these popups"
Iknow!
my brother has the best on his computer, whenever he turns it on, a popup comes on and his DVD drive, and CDR drive come out. popup says "if you're CD and DVD drive just came out, we control your computer, you need popup protection"
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! that's great! it was sad...no one was availbale for todays show at the movies
*sad face*
I have...24 new messages! guess how many are spam/
ha, I don't get any spam anymore
how?!
which reduces new e-mail to about 1 every 3 days
oh, on my hotmail I don't have spamm, I just block everyone whos not on my List I havbe a bouncer!
I started a campaign, getting myself off lists, threats, sent some viruses to some people
what electives are you taking next year?
not many, I'm doing a lot of AP stuff. AP art history and such
AP for an elective? taek ceramics
bleh, I want my AP
but why?! it's yor senior year!
I want to start college as a sophmore, might be able to get my masters in 4 years, then I can maybe get into a decent doctorate school for free, then two more years of college and I get money
yyou have so much initiative! what are you planning to do/
Not sure, law school, engineering... maybe doctor, but I doubt that
well, if you're sounding like you're committed to getting a great education, but not sure where you'll go? I confuzed
I figure I have at least two years to decide where I really want to go and what I want to do, just gotta raise my GPA and keep it there till then
I want to get into devoping medicines or someplace in teh medicine sciencey area
so, research as many schollorships as you can and apply to all that you can
can you get scholarships before you choose what school you're going to?
yep . next year I'll be fighting tooth and nail for anything I can get
I reely need $ too, I have none, my dad isn't paying a cent for me liek he did my bro to help
muahaha I alone control the unsubscription lists of the world
unsuscribe me then!
no can do, I'm in evil mode today
you make me cry
wow! it took me that long to chack all those emails. now I gotta look at the sites tehy directed me to
spiffy. sites make me nervous
scenery makes me nervous . tourist sites don't tho
I saw the Vagina Monolgues today, was there for 5 adn a half hours helping. even tho teh show itslef was 2 hours
cool, how was it?
it was funny as shit!! and very, very sad, I actually cried
cool, I havn't found many plays like that
twasn't really a play but .....monolgues
I got to waer a cool top hat
awsome, top hats rule
they had a pink ribbon and a picnk flower on them, daniel tood embarrassign photos of me picking up paper slips I dropped ALL over the floor it was funny watching frank being uncomfortable about all the women talkng about their vaginas...and at the receptioon, there was a giant vagina costume person that you could take you piicture with!
haha . poor frank, he's so... franky
frank is franky?
yea, don't read into it too much
I'm not sure wat you mean?
I don't mean anything just rambling
rambling is fun, you get to confuse people
tell me about it, then they're all like "I'm not sure wat you mean?"
those crazy confuze dpeople
yea, sure isfun to mess with them
espescially when you're smarter than them .: Prospective pharmacists should have scientific aptitude, manual dexterity, and good interpersonal skills.
bah . you just need a good mind, other people will deal with an ass if they make results
or a hoarse
hoarses are awsome, funny creatures
and they chew gum. but I knda want to be a pharmasist
go for it! not really my cup of tea, I didn't like chemistry
I loves it
sigh, feeling creativly constipated
poor miek, I've been liek that with no sleep
yea, I'm bursting out into rhyme every once and awhile
I've always wanted to do that like on a musical muvie...randomly burstig out into song . yyou want to do that next time I see you and scare the locals?
nah, I'll probly be all musiced out by monday
it'll improve you creativity, come on
oh, I'm considering a vow of silence
going all spiritual now?
more like contemplative, but yea
in what direction?
not sure, I'm tired of the things I keep saying, I figure if I stop saying them, I'll be ahead
this is very alarming what you are saying, are you tired? like being you all the time? you long to relax or unsure?
nah, I like what I type . I type cool stuff, I just don't like what I say
do you need a hug?
nah, I need an escape
sometimes I wish I could make everything go away and so I can sleep for days on end.. like I used to as a kid
yea, it would be nice .dumb reality
its so amazing how much we can accomplish in a life time tho, and it's just starting! I'm not sure whether to be nervous or excited
nervous, and tired
I feel like I let people down if I don't go to work, aikido, softball, band, key club , etc.. I'm too commited to people , not enough on grades anymore .I wish I didn't have to work. but I need the money. I like the job and all, but it leaves no time for other htings I want to do
like killing people
exactly !
and so many people need a good death too
I just don't understand the reason's behidn things people do. that's why I cried during the Monologues
people only get confused when I care
but when you join key club and sommat like that, you got a good excuse to care . The particlar part was about a young girl in Bosnia who as raped over and over, sometimes with guys jamming guns up her
bah, I still subscribe that our actions are what we want them to be, so you don't need reasons to do things . 's not a very good fairy tale for the kids . reality has a way of sucking sometimes
that is one of my two deep fears. that and failure
rape?
ya, its' so evil that it goes on so much in the world, 1 in 5 women get raped in their lives in the united states
not that bad in comparison to other things that could happen but don't, not that that's much solace
think about it tho. if you were in a class with 15 girls in it, 3 would be raped
I try and think of it instead in terms of my 5 best female friends, and realizing that one is gurrantied to be raped
even more so terrifying, and personal
err bad topic to get onto, yes it's wrong, and it shouldn't happen
but there's always something to do about things that shouldn't happen. I wantn to actually do something for things that should be better in the world. Things aren't ever going to get better unless we do something about it. Because who else would?
arguably true, but how does pharmacy contribute to all this?
pharmacy could be anywhere part time, what ever, I want to go to a city where a lot of human vices infest , plus it gives people nice soothing drugs
so why not change societies opinions on the whole?
you have to have the media on your side to do that, so many people nowadays are raised by the tv, movies, and magazines, etc
theoretically, rape exists because of the friction between lust, and reciprocation. So why not argue that society needs to stop being so publically uptight and privatly immoral, and instead bring our vices to the surface ... ah, but if we don't change the media, who would?
and then the media is all about ratings, and you don't get ratings unless you have a monkey screwing an elephant, a blond on some reality show, lewd material degrading to women, or scandal in micheal jackson's house
so, accept the monkey screwing the elephant, and call it art
then that is the moment teh media has influenced me. I will not be raised by the media, books are my life
but if you simply define evil for yourself, instead of using societies standards, you're freed from the grip that the media has on those vices. it's the theory that other peoples urges are evil that creates all the tension which in turn creates all the ugly results, you could try to make the results less ugly, but thats altering the symptoms, to find the cure you have to remove the tension
that's why I'm upset people don't accept each other, but one thing I know is rape isn't good, no matter how the culture sees it.
but the urges behind rape are natural, they're just warped by the neurotic condition driven into people by the contradiction of what you hould want and what you should get
again what you should get is what teh media tells you with the mixed messages. but is has happened all throughout time and is simply human nature that some people have. it will not ever go away unless we're all batteries like in the matrix. which isn't very humanish, by the way
but with that mentality, how do you propose to go about saving the world?
by fighting it, I know I don't get urges to rape people
you don't? are you sure? I mean I'm pretty sure you're not out there tying guys down, but you don't ever wish you could make someone pay more attnetion to you ? I'm not advocating rape. But I am justifying it, it exists in our societ for reasons unknown. I personally think anyone who rapes anyone else should be shot, since it shows they can't control urges in a society where control is paramount.
that is soo psycological ļ. but alot of times there isn't really reason behind what people do but you do have a point
*a lot of the times we can't see the reason
yes, people do tend to get raped more often when chaos is greatest, like in times of war
I actually wrote about that when I tried to define "insane" just because we can't see the point behind it doesn't mean it doesn't exist
it's when people ignore all positive reasoning is when this happpens, people can have these urges, but where have alll the other urges and reasoning gone?
even by that definition, people are still using reasoning, albeit negative. and I don't think anyone ever really ignores any reasoning, they may choose to disreguard it, but they recognise that it exists. and how do you define negative? It's all relative, so one persons negative reasoning is another persons positive reasoning
yes, positive for the man who's beating the shit out of a woman, but negative for the woman who carries emotional and psycological scars the rest of her life. Positive for the guys he brags to that he got something. Negative for society, which is numbed to reality as it is.
I'm just confused to the mans motives, and the womans motives
? wat talking about?
your example of the man beating the woman doesn't make sense to me. I'm thinking everyone does things for reasons, some synaptic response is taking place. Without knowing the history behind a persons actions, I can't judge wheather those actions were right or wrong . I can say that I wouldn't do it
I generally don't judge because of my religious views, so many peopel have been hurt by ethnocentric people thinking their way is the only way. It's just that teh effects of rape are too much to be accepted
so how do you judge someone's actions?
on how much they hurt others
in a world where people pay others to whip them, how can anyone judge how much the actions of one person hurts another?
whip themselves willingly from another person?
I'm just bringing up masochists in general, people who like the feeling of pain. or even people who like things you don't, is it wrong that a parent forces their child to try brussel sprouts because you don't like brussel sprouts?
then there's no negative psycological or emotional damage, any before that has already happened. generally brussel sprouts don't cause emotional damage, unless teh child is so devestated by the force used if it's exreme enough
but how do you judge emotional damage?
on how it affects how the person feels about the world, others, and themself
and how do you determine how it affects others, when everything is objective, is it possible to judge anyone else using your views? or your mind
their view in turn affect others by their actions, which are affected b y each of their experiences in life. these ongoing vices of humanity as a result

I'm so glad I can talk to you on such a serious level, miek, but I really must sleep it¡¦s 3 in the morning now, I have to get up in the morning
all righty
I forgive you and your frail human body
thank you g'nighty
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Tuesday, February 3, 2004

Dark magician. You love the dark because of it's
beauty and just the life that no-one else sees.
Mysterious, calm, quiet... But that doesn't
mean you're not friendly!

Please rate ^^


What kind of dark person are you?
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I won, I won, I won! I got 1st place!!! Out of a competeition with 2 competetors! No matter, I still feel good about myself. I get to go on a trip to state as a result. I am in a particularly good mood, still thinking of Aikido last night, Andrew might come with our French class to Frace next year YAY!!! Because he can speak french, and be our chaperone.

Pumped!

Today I got a recommendation to join the NHS. I hope I get precidency of the key club tho, I love it there. I don’t know what they do in NHS, all I know is they take some of the service projects, which are in high demand *sigh*

got a spam from oregon U. but seriously, maybe I should start lookng at colleges? I Have had U of Michigan recomended to me by Andrew, he loved it there. I kind of want to go to Seattle area, where my cousins and aunties and uncle and gramma lives.

oh, ya, forgot do start on math, and I ramble yet again, seeya laters. wait! this ausome guy if he works...

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   paper done!
sorry for the barrage of words, I got my paper done last night, so I'll just post the rest of it here. Thanks for being a fan, devil princess!! The only time I enjoy writing for a class was for the teacher I have now, seh lets you write whatever you want, and encourages you to do your best. None of the limitations and specific formatting crap all other evil english teachers make you do. if you want a few primitive but fun pieces from last year that I did for her, I can post them. they're short, not like this one.

Hanging in midair, she sang a nostalgic song of simpler times as she rested. Two hummingbirds emerged from behind the rope and sat on her head. They dropped two seeds into her hand and sprang back into the air. They hovered a moment, then snapped the cord she was hanging as if it were liquid.

She landed in a fast moving stream that became a torrent of steel colored water. She could only be swept away by the torrent of tears. The cool water washed every cell in her body and every facet of her imagination.

She felt immense despair at having lost control, but at the same time, she had been cleansed and emptied.


Precious in the sight of the Lord
is the death of his Saints
Oh Lord, truly I am your servant,
your faithful son
you have freed me from my chains…

Psalm 116 verse 15-16


Leaving
"Hey. Are you ok?" Jen tentatively asked.

I looked away, silent and brooding. After a moment, I said, “I don't know. I don't know.” This person was so new to me. I didn't know her yet. But from the circumstances, she had come to me. I felt that Jen was a person I could trust, someone who was loyal and imaginative.

The doorbell rang with startling abruptness. I got up and a moment later returned with a tall boy our own age with a solemn look in his eyes. "I'm Mat" He said, giving a short smile. "Are you ready to go?"

"OK," was all I said.

We climbed into his mother’s van and pulled away. The night sky was clear and bright with stars. I wondered where he could possibly be in this night, or if his soul still lived.

We arrived at a small church with a parking lot filling up with cars. We stepped out. I hung back a moment and closed my eyes, before moving along with the others. Mat walked behind me, nodding as I looked back at him. We entered the building, and were greeted by two familiar girls.

They were his sisters. HIS sisters. They were standing at the door welcoming and thanking everybody who came. I could only imagine the strength they must have had to go through a brother's death.

The chairs of the church were arranged in pews, the pews filling up with people. So many people cared for him! So many souls affected in the same way I had been, to some degree. Here a favorite but surly teacher from middle school sat alone. There a nurse from elementary school stood, hugging David’s mother.

As everyone settled, a man walked up to the podium and introduced himself as David’s uncle. Then his neighbor, his father, his best friend, his sister, and his mother all came up and related to us a characteristic or a memory they remembered of him. Through them I learned a lot of details I couldn’t learn in the short time I was friends with David.

“David had a great maturity concerning life. He was kind, gentle, yet strong and confidant beyond his years. He was always looking out for his family, especially his mother, sisters, and maternal grandmother. He was insightful and intelligent, excelling in math and science in school. He was mechanically gifted and astute at work. He was an asset to his family always willing to fix things for others. He lived his life learning by doing. He was a son to be proud of, a supportive brother, growing into a young man; a nephew treasured; and a friend and teammate we enjoyed being with. We will all miss him so very, very much”

Hearing the genuine love, shared by so many people, slowly broke me. Jen handed me a tissue as tears painfully sprang forth. Tears! I haven’t cried in public since I was a small child! What am I feeling? I imagine David’s life from before, and it makes me so happy to hear it at the same time it pulls at me, pulling the tears out from deep within me. I look at Mat and his eyes are wet and he sniffs. Jen’s tears were running down her cheek in a stream. These people. They week for a person they didn’t know, but they are still touched from the parting of human life. If they can cry, it is okay for me to cry too!

Then his coffin is brought forth, and my heart jumps around in my chest, letting loose a flood that had been building up inside of me. He was in there, for is to say goodbye to, his soul speaking to us and I knew he was at peace. God would take care of him until the rest of us can catch up to him later.

I walked up to the coffin after the ceremony was over, and laid my hand on the coffin, made from his father’s hands in love and determination. I said a prayer to God, praying for David, and the strength for everyone to move on. My will of tears was emptied by then, which unveiled a happiness that had been concealed underneath. I looked at Mat and Jen next to me, my new friends, and I can see the source of my happiness.

I walk away, and now, when I look into the future I don’t come up with a black. I can now imagine being with Jen, and meeting new people to fill the emptiness where previous people could not fill. Exhausted by the long night, all she wanted to do is to go home and sleep.


Hanging in midair, she sang a nostalgic song of simpler times as she rested. Two hummingbirds emerged from behind the rope and sat on her head. They dropped two seeds into her hand and sprang back into the air. They hovered a moment, then snapped the cord she was hanging as if it were liquid.

She landed in a fast moving stream that became a torrent of steel colored water. She could only be swept away by the torrent of tears. The cool water washed every cell in her body and every facet of her imagination.

She felt immense despair at having lost control, but at the same time, she had been cleansed and emptied.


Goodbye
Though it’s been awhile
Since that hated day,
There’s still a gaping emptiness
Chiseled deep within me.

Every day I’ve thought of him.
Of how he made us laugh,
Talked about the common deeds
That took place through the day.

Often had I wondered
If there was a god,
Or any greater presence
Who cared that he was dead.

In a night I had envisioned
Through all events in life.
But it took the loss of him
To realize, God cares.

Even though I grieved his death,
I find a comfort knowing
That he is in heaven now,
And in the hands of Him


She was now on a sparkling shore of a million motes of diamonds. The seeds had fallen out of her hand and had taken root among the gems. They grew and grew, wrapping around her carefully as they continued to reach for the heavens. She climbed down from the small niche that she had been herded into.

Dusting herself off, she stood up, and found that she was looking straight into the eyes of an ageless being, shrouded in white clouds of light. One of the figures the boy had run away with. The eyes told her everything she needed to know about the boy and his safety. She saw her own fears and tribulations that had taken place, and suddenly they didn’t seem at all justified or in place.

The figure stepped back, into the folds of the two great trees, fading away. Fading into nothingness. Sleep. Dream with your young imagination, and live the day.



*gasp* wow that paper took a lot from me! I feel....satisfied with it.
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Sunday, February 1, 2004

   ya

you are the cute but psycho happy bunny. You
adorable, but a little out there. It's alright,
you might not have it all, but there are worse


which happy bunny are you?
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Romanttic Zelda!
Here they said that the legend of zelda was the 6th most romantic video game--ok....but they put a pic of ocarina of time when they were talking about the original zelda. get it right. ooohoohoo, but this top ten is amusing, espescially the number 1, I was cracking up.

Today I went to a french inpromptu competition, only onen other person tried out besides me, but 8 people in the other catagory tried out. I think Frank will win that one, he did very well.

and then I went to Josh’s house. I “tried” to do some homework but he set me straight my sitting on me. Then watched Finding Nemo like that.. Funny, I used to be the babysitter :)
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Saturday, January 31, 2004

   garr.
Today did not feel like a friday. They never do. Wednesdays feel more like fridays. Teh last poet wasa wednesdays, adn you get an idea of what my wednesdays are like, today, tho, I had a monster headache, had to go to a apush meething with my group, then went to work, got chewed out for not finishing the huge stack of books that arrived just as I was leaving. I couldn't help it, garrrr. It evens out, this was the 2nd time I got no shipments in teh mail at all, but that usually means that the next day is BUSY.

meh.

I watched Casablanca, twas ok, but i didn't really care for it.

what good movies are out? I haven't gone out in awhile, 'sides aikido. HEY! that reminds me, Sunday is softball!

I was going to take German next year, as I might be going to Germany, but apparantly they aren't offereing the course next year! and I was going to take it with my sister next year too :'( I heard the teacher was ausome.

possom
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paper
When she poked her head out from her fetal ball, she noticed a faint blue glow coming from around the corner. She was drawn to it, unhindered by the clutter across the floor. Fireflies pulsated purple and azure all around her as she found the source of the blue glow.

A door opened in front of her, and she hesitated before she stepped through. The blue light disappeared as a harsh yellow snapped on as she entered. It revealed dozens of portraits attached to walls made of spider web. All had contorted painted faces, and all were staring at her.

Grabbing a hold of a string of web, she parted the soft floor and crawled through the resulting hole. On the makeshift rope, she kept climbing down, down, down. Anything she could do to avoid the staring eyes of the portraits.


“Whoa, Jessica, did you see her?!”
“Uhh, Ashley, what are you talking about?”
“Oh, just that girl that walked by. She’s in one of my classes. I thought you knew her! Didn’t you sit at the same table at lunch, with you and some guy--”
“No, I don’t know her. Where did you get that idea--”
“I wonder what her problem was.”
“Why?”
“Oh, I don’t know, she had this weird look on her face.”
“She’s always been like that.”
“Why?”
“How should I know? She doesn’t like people, I guess. She didn’t speak
to me after she invited herself to my house. What did I ever do to her?”
“I thought you didn’t know her.”
“I don’t… Nobody does.”


3rd part in my 7 part paper!
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Thursday, January 29, 2004

green!!
Today was soo ausome! I think I scared the locals with my enthusiasm, but hey. I won a trip to the counceling office. My councelor is great, she HELPS me, no adult has ever done this for me. She's trying to help me find a ride.

Then I glimpsed miek's lanky leg disapearing around the corner, but I caught him adn asked for a ride. But he can't anymore, he's got things after school ever day. So conversing, Mat strolls by and he can give me a ride! *hugs*

then I go back to band and wat ho! I get an ausome quartet, it's a fun ragtime piece. Estatic! Then to make things better, I go to Key club at lunch and they nominate me presidant for next year!!

Grinnign at random victums, I see somone of softball, and Am now excited about softball starting on sunday. even better, its in the mornings so it doesn't conflict with Aikido on Sunday. :D

Then I go to work and amuse myself as I work by singing about going to France and Germany next year as a Senior. I go Aikido, and we do sommat new and extremely fun--we pushed and shoved each other to cat fight brawls! "finding balance" is what Andrew said it was supposed to be.

So I can push a random observer to see if they're balanced right?

Then I go pick up Emly and her mom is the best--always has yummy food for me! This time its lemon squares. So Emly and I go home and hang out, do a bit of work, and we're done, so g'night, emly says g'night too!
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 Danni—(historical figure)
Born on the 18th day of September in the year 1986 in Bethel, Alaska. Danni moved to Dillingham at the age of four, and quickly met the neighbors. Her interaction with the youth her age was quite substantial and very meaningful to the young Danni. Danni left her behind when she moved to Fairbanks when she started kindergarten. She met a peer, one named Tiffany, who disappointed Danni when she moved to Florida in 3rd grade. In 4th grade, she met Jocelyn, the best friend she has had during her childhood. Jocelyn left in the 5th grade, which sent her into a minor depression over the parting. In 6th grade, she met Ashley, but she promptly moved away after the year was completed. Danni, by now used to be left behind, feigned disinterest in the matter. In 8th grade, she met David on the local school bus. He died the next year.

She glimpsed a sparrow dart through an opening in the trees. Next came a bat, then a hawk, kite, squirrel, and dragonfly, in quick succession. While they gathered above, she launched herself into the cover of the bushes, lest they decide to attack her. She found no resistance, and the ground disappeared altogether.

Falling. Wind grabbed at her hair as she tumbled through an endless abyss. Visions of friendly faces smiled at her in a starburst of colors and light. They winked out as she found herself lying among volumes of books scattered around a dark room. In the center of the room, there was a large mirror. Peering into the elaborately decorated glass, she found no reflection.

Instead she saw the runaway boy jumping off a cliff. Then she saw him facing a hideous abomination with hundreds of teeth and sharp talons. Then she saw him with open sores all over his body, plague spreading as a thing alive. Over and over, grisly visions of death racked her imagination and left it dry and scarred.


The 2nd part in my dream-like paper
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Tuesday, January 27, 2004

   sleeps and dreams
Went home early after work...Sleep...No dreams...woke up 17 hours later...hadn't eaten a meal for 31 hours...got pancakes...watched anime for 3 hours...all in all a very good day! That's the kind of day I really needed. why can't I do that on the weekends?
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paper
This is a piece I'm working on that's supposed to reveal alot about me...More than those quizzes, I hope ;) Anyways heres it with the names changed around...By the way this took place freshman year 2 years ago.

Boy killed by beam
A 14 year-old Fairbanks boy was killed
Sunday evening when he was crushed by
a beam at a construction site in North Pole.
According to a North Pole police officer,
the boy was working with his father at a site
when the accident happened at about 5:45 p.m.
The two were working with others at the site
to lift a house so a new foundation could be
constructed underneath it.
He said the boy was crushed when a 2-
foot tall, 50- to 60-foot long I-beam fell on him.
The boy sustained severe internal injuries
and was pronounced dead in the ambulance
at the scene.


Oblivion. The void parted as colors and shapes materialized out of the infinity of imagination. Souls floating in a miasma slowly condense into bodily form. They become people without names, shifting position around one person who ignores them.

The single person opened her eyes, and all she sees is a boy running away with figures in white. Gone were the multitudes of people shifting around her, never to surround her again. In a panic, she ran after the boy, hoping to regain sight of him, but she stumbled into a forest that had materialized in front of her. A cracked table lay among thorns and dead foliage.

Disbelief and confusion left her unsure of what path to take through the forest.


Girl finds out horrible truth
Monday morning Danni learned of a school
mate’s death while she sat down at the very
table they had eaten together.
Earlier in the morning, another girl came
into her Biology class and in-formed her friend
of the event without her knowledge.
“I asked her what the matter was, but she just
left with a distraught manner and tears in her
eyes,” reported Danni, looking down as she did.
“I guess she never heard me ask her. Nobody
seems to hear me, however loud I shout”.
The whole class had gone on, the friend
absent, and Danni left wondering what had
caused her friend to leave class.
When the lunch hour had come, Danni
approached their table, and picked up her
friend’s conversation. They were saying that
they couldn’t believe that he’s dead. Danni,
shocked, asked details of the accident.
Assessing the news, Danni was unable to
process her reaction. She could do nothing,
despite the panic within her.
She sat stunned until her schoolmates got up,
leaving her. She followed as she chose to,
unasked.



This is the first part of my 7 part paper, which is not done, even though it's supposed to be...Any suggestions and comments on teh paper is very much welcomed.
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