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Monday, January 12, 2004

   breath...
1...2...1...2

I feel like screaming right now. Nothing can come out of my head, it's like my mind totally shut down, but donly when trying to focus. Can't...focus...

I hope I'm not going to go through the same thing I did last semester and drive myself insane with stress. most last semester I didn't even have a job. And I very much would love to play softball again, I hadn't played since last august.

I think they start up again next weekend! but when the varsity season starts, I don't feel like I'll have the time and energy to fit it in. I really want to keep my job, it's just me and my dad working, I can save up for a desparately needed car that dad absolutely cannot help me with

Oh, if you can possibly know how I feel about softball. It was the love of the game that kept me on the team last year. coach screwed me over because I wasn't the star of all rookies :'(. Plus I hated all the girly's that made up the team (blech)

But this year a new girl in my class is gonna be on teh team, I likes her. WONDERfully eccentric and non-girly.

Problem with all this once again: I work until 6 pm every day. *depression*

I need to talk with miek, he always knows what to say to help me make a desicion.

OK, writing this significantly calmed me down, and I dont' feel like killing the first living thing to come within my sight anymore. A good thing, most of the time.
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