Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Tunnel vision at blinding speed,
Controlling my thoughts, obsessing me.
Void of any uncertainty
Throughout my very soul..

Lost illusions of mind control,
Resisting all hope of letting go...
Racing impulse of dark desire
Drives me through the night.

I try to shut it down;
It leaves me in the dust..
No matter what I've found,
I can never get enough.

Frantic actions of insanity,
Impulsive laced profanity,
Long for elusive serenity...
Way out of my control.

Traveling through both space and time,
Out of body, out of mind.
Out of control..
My wheels in constant motion.

Spinning 'round and 'round it goes,
I can't let up, I can't let go...
Can't stop this flame from burning,
Forever more..
Into the night...
Blistering.

Focus here, focus there...
Can't see the light..
Falling down, through the night..
Sprawling everywhere.

Searching left, searching right.
Panic setting in, I can no longer fight..
When will this end?

Accelerate, dislocate.
Set to crash and burn, haven't got time to waste..
Not planning to return.

Aggravate, agitate...
When will I ever learn?
There's no way out of here...
Nowhere to turn,
Nowhere to go..

Obsessive yearning,
Compulsive burning..
Still never learning,
Insane random thoughts..
Of neat disorder.

Scattered wasteland surrounding me,
Tattered memories of what used to be...
Apocalyptic mind debris.
Until we meet again..?

Spinning 'round and 'round it goes...
I can't let up, I can't let go.
Can't stop this flame from burning,
Forever more...
Into the night,
Blistering.



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Thursday, February 5, 2009

shadow shadow
I sold my soul so long ago..
and now I’m alone,
here in the palace of sadness and madness and bone.

then he said
to the ghosts in his head,

I will find the edge.
I will force my fingers in..

I will sip from the slit,
I will rip you to shreds.

there is no way to escape.
there is no way,
you’ll escape.

and I know
the road of truth is lined with crucified criminals and suicides

so maybe I’ll just cut my throat,
maybe I’ll make you smile when I choke.

hybrid creature of decay,
there is no possible
way you’ll escape.

there is no way to escape...
there is no way,
you’ll escape.

yesterday upon the stair,
I met a man who wasn’t there.

he wasn’t there again today...
I wish that man would go away.
I wish that man go…

shadow man standing in my room
smearing conspiracies for me to consume

shadow man has a plan just wait and see
you’ll all be sorry for fucking with me

come out and plaaaay...

shadow man,
shadow man,
please go away...

shadow man,
shadow man,
please go away...
I really don’t feel like playing today!

I’m not ignoring you
I’m just plotting your doom.

in a world that’s ready to drown,
don’t stop. We have you now!

there is no way to escape...
there is no way,
you’ll escape.

I speak in verses, prophecies, and curses..
I hate my life.
No miracle is coming.
I Hate you,
It's just a hole.
I Hate you..
Nothing's wrong with you.
I Hate you..
Must maintain control.
I Hate you..
Everyone's asking questions.
No place is safe,
I'll forfeit resurrection..
To escape this pain.

I hate my life

This storm of thorns is growing..
Hate me.
There's no end in sight,
Hate me.
Chaos claws my jaw..
Hate me.
And incites a mental riot,
Hate me.
I'm in the mouth of madness..
With a tongue of poetry,
I ate the spine of Atlas..
Now the world is crushing me.

I bet you'll remember me now...

Bi-polar.
Mind fuck,
Can't escape..
These chains,
Of shame..
I'm stuck.
Swollen in the mud.
Barely;
Standing still..
Hungry for the hunt.
And the thrill..
Of the kill.

Come on,
I've always been a shadow.
Content with my disease.
You'll never see it coming,
because you never notice me.

Words are the remedy..

The plague rages on.

I've built myself out of ash and agony.


I am heartbreak and depression...
Regret without redemption.
A wounded animal,
Afraid of my reflection.
I am an epidemic..
This is a crime of passion.
The willing weak deserve defeat,
The penance will be savage.

I'm a natural assassin..
A massacre in action.
I've never known remorse,
Or felt any compassion.
This is my drug of choice.
The reason demons rejoice,
My rage remains a beast untamed..

I am my own creation. I am, self-made
Destroyer.
A bone heals,
A bruise fades,
But hate is forever.
What heals me kills me.

I bet you'll remember me now

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Thursday, November 27, 2008

Escape artists make beautiful art....
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