Wednesday, February 21, 2007

   Wut up yo!
Yeah it's been forever. Where have I been? No where really but here's what's been up...

Yeah well I moved like two blocks. What fun eh? I love moving stuff that you will never use agian.

Refurbished the house and looks better now. Although still haven't done downstairs. Oh well. Atleast I have a finished downstairs now.

Well school started, the group was quieter. Guess my bad luck, well I fucked over a few times and now I have been a bit of the fifth weel compared to before. My fault I guess.

Well got into a bad relationship, wasn't even one I guess. One of those 'friends with benefits' where you know that it's not going to go anywhere but you want more than you have at the moment.

So stupid to miss all the people around me who were telling me it was a dumb idea. Guess you have to learn by yourself. That's the only way anyone does really.

Did one of those 'do you still love me?' things that every guy hates and every chick doesn't realise. If only guys talked. Never realised how much communication can help.

Well finally give this guy a chance. yeah that means I am taken, well I have been for a month now. Thank god I did. I guess the best things in life are unexpected. so many people told me it was a bad idea. I say kudos to him for keeping up with asking me out for like half a year. Persistant some people are lol.

Guess things have never been better (?). Then agian, You have to wiegh the pros with the cons, usually meaning that you aren't going to get a conclusion. Things have thier ups and downs, now I guess I have some one to share that with.

Makes it hard when your friends don't like it when your boyfriend holds you. What is he supposed to do? sit across the room from you? that's gay. Ignorant from not having thier own bf/gf I guess.

Mm, I have never been so tired in my life. Who ever said it was a good idea to stay on the phone until 12 was wrong. Did I mention I had to wake up super early in the morning?

Drugs, good, bad or just something to do? really have no idea but they are everywhere it seems. Kind of fear for some who want to try everything. Experimentation, well apparently we all get curious.

true in my case.

School I am one of those over adcheivers who get 80s and 90s and shit like that. yeah, bad spelling, who would figure lol. Anyways, marks have reeeaally dropped this semester and I know I am going to fail a course. What the hell am I supposed to tell burdening parents?

Meh, sometimes i just don't care. Although deep down..you know, get's to you.

Have to work on a few things, question is, where to start??

Really hope my ableness to become an art teacher works out. Don't know what I will do if that doesn't work out.

Guess we will see.

till then...
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