Monday, March 27, 2006

For some reason...
Yes I am posting now…in this journal. I don’t know what to do anymore, I don’t know who I am anymore. I feel as if I died and that I was reborn as my favorite animal, a wolf. Like I am one of the people on Wolf Rain but a new character. My girlfriend, the love on my life, left me for some reason. I know she really didn’t but, what to do. I shall die for good? This world is a stranger to me. Like I was from a different world. I don’t know what to do. A dream is becoming real. People hunt me. And I asked her to end it all for me by giving her my sword (yes I have one) and blindfolding her! What is my problem?! Who am I?! Tell me who I am?! I am such a fuckin idiot I should just die for real, but then I would break her heart. What’s wrong with me? Why am I like this? I run for her, I see her there, I call for her, but my path just keep getting bigger and bigger. I can’t reach her. I fall, I die, she cries. It hurts. What am I to do? What’s the reason for all of this?
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Tuesday, February 14, 2006

Your beautiful
My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
F**king high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.


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Thursday, January 19, 2006

New background. its me and Yoko988!^^
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Saturday, December 24, 2005

Happy Holidays Everyone!
I like to wish everone a happy hoilday! Especially My true love Yoko988! I love you Yoko988!
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Howie Day-Collide...a love song for my love.
The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah

I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

I'm quiet you know
You make a frist impression
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to ryhme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide

You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide


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Friday, December 23, 2005

My love and only love
Oh, Yoko988, Oh, Yoko988, Oh, Yoko988, Baby I love you, Yoko988
I like the way you walk
I like the way you talk
I like the way you walk I like the way you talk, Yoko988

Well, say that you'll be true
well, say that you'll be true,
Well, say that you'll be true and never leave me blue, Yoko988
Well, say that you'll be mine
well, say that you'll be mine,
Well, say that you'll be mine, baby all the time, Yoko988
Oh Yoko988, Oh Yoko988 Oh Yoko988 Baby I love you, Yoko988
I like the way you walk
I like the way you talk
I like the way you walk I like the way you talk, Yoko988.

Oh Yoko988, Oh Yoko988
Oh Yoko988, Baby I love you, Yoko988
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Thursday, December 22, 2005

All I want for Chirstmas is you
I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true ...
All I want for Christmas
Is you ...

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come treu
All I want for Christmas is you ...
You baby

I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow
I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
hear those magic reindeer click
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
Baby all I want for Christmas is you
You ...

All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of children's
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one
I really need - won't you please
Bring my baby to me ...

Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to se baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want her for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas
Is you ...

All I want for Christmas
Is you baby
Is you baby


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Wednesday, December 21, 2005

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Tuesday, December 20, 2005

Nobody but the wind
I feel bad about what i did. Role play...an evil thing. I fake a death scence, worrying my Yoko988. I feel like i died again. Like I died a thousand times and the pain never goes away. I dont care if everyne hates me now. Becuase that puts be back to the old me. A nobody but the wind.
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Ouch
Well I broke my arm yesterday. It hurts alot but*sighs* its supposse to. i wonder how my beloved Yoko988 feels about it. Plus I almost died yesterday then I broke my arm....pian ful huh?Yeah so, now it iches inside and i cant scratch it yet. so irratating*ripes off the cast revealing brokn bone and a huge cut and scratches* ah...much better.
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