Friday, July 11, 2008

if i had my life to live

all over again i probably wouldnt have start at all i would have ended it before i had a chance to hurt anyone or get hurt by anyone but since i wont have that chance i just have to continue on hoping for a brighter future every hurt in life is a lesson to be learned

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Friday, May 9, 2008

the miserable confession

with every fallen star, i cried a little more... the reason why my confession is so miserable is because it is so painful, so heartbreaking to tell him the truth, the way i really feel "i love him so much" i still do, i haven't stop what i've meant about forever i still keep this promise of love but because of what happened i was forced to give up the love i have craved the love i needed to survive the love i want to linger his touch, his smile, his love i still want to create that future with him but that future was shattered into broken glass. into nothingness. like the last grain of sand that falls down in an empty hour glass. our time has run out.

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Thursday, May 8, 2008

the brokenhearted

the worst thing in life is having the one you love erase the memories you shared. erase the love you gave. erase you... the teardrops that fall from my eyes represent each and every second that he forgot about us. forgot about me. maybe this is for the best. i hope he is happy now. i dont wanna see life through lies anymore.

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Sunday, April 15, 2007

- - - - -> SPRING BREAK IS OVER <- - - - -

SPRING BREAK is OVER!!!! why? -crys- lol have you guys have urs already? School i had a geometry benchmark which is our 3rd quarter final test and i aced it with a 35/35 but my math teacher counted 33 as 100% so i got 106% and this average my grade in geometry to be 99% = A+ then i had a language arts benchmark on poetry which i got 19/20 95% isn't so bad...lol and i had a social studies test on civil war/reconstruction don't know the score and don't know the rest of my grade lol MyOtaku anybody know what happened to Reno The Turk? i noticed this people left myO and didn't tell me... Reno The Turk LovelyBlackRose gogetta19 xXkycioXx Omnius FurubaRin and many others of who i forgot their name but i remember them i feel sad now... i submitted 7 wallpapers i was so bored and depressed that i spent most of my time making graphics... tsk tsk Click to See My Wallpapers My Life my family might be moving well it's not gonna be far but far enough for me to switch schools it might be next year though i dont' know, i don't want to move i have too much going on in my life but they seem so happy... well at least i have less than a year if not, more or less i've been having problems with crazy1asian again grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr i had fight with him nine months already... so stupid me as always i asked him why he broke up with me... well i found out from other people but i wanted to hear it from him and so we had an arguement (green=crazy1asian, black=me) THEN WHY DID U BREAK UP WITH ME? IF IT WASN'T THAT ONE IF IT WASN'T THAT U WERE SICK OF ME BECUZ YOU ARE TOO FUKING EMOTIONAL REASON FOR WHY IT'S IN CAPS: he was mad and yelling at me and it was over MSN lol so yeah.....hmmmmm...i wonder... idk...i don't feel much his words stabbed me at first... but now it's all meaningless in a way now i laugh at it...lol the conversation was much longer... hmmmmmmmm...oh well......... so how have you guys been lately? Happy "late" Friday the 13th!

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Thursday, April 12, 2007

thanks for the welcome back

Projects • Book Report: DUE 2/28 • Civil War Project: DUE 3/16 - board game [we have to make a board game based on the civil war] - powerpoint - notes - packet with lots of worksheet • Science Fair Project: DUE 3/19 - final draft: 3/19 - display board: 3/21 • Response to Literature Essay: DUE 4/30? The Outsiders yay i'm finally done!!! Birthdays Shawdowake 3/2 Fantasy Hearts 3/8 lifes burden 3/10 Juz Cuz 3/14 AnimeLoverDX 3/23 Kamiu Dude 4/5 AssasinKaze 4/7 darkmousy93 4/7 Some Loser 4/8 Dark4893 4/8 schoomf37 4/9 GoTHIc MurDeRer 4/11 Holidays Happy "late" St. White's Day! [japanese holiday kinda like v's day] me and my friends decided to celebrate it at school so we brought white ribbons and tied it on some girls and this other white ribbon for the guys Happy "late" St. Patrick's Day! [yay for green] pinchie any one who didn't wear green lol Happy "late" April Fools! i tricked crazy1asian [haha loser haha] Happy "late" Easter! it was my birthday on easter so i had a party it kick @$$ lol jk jk Events a lot of things happened... first i went to Six Flags on March 23, 2007 from 4:00PM-2:00AM, totally rocks AnimeLoverDX's surprise b-day party on March 24, 2007 that i didn't attend to -crys- but neither did AnimeLoverDX TeenageMutantNinjaTurtles i saw it with my sister on 3/24 it was awesome!!! i love it! My birthday party 4/8 right on easter yeah i invited 20 people and only 5 came T__T lol it was cool though cuz we had an egg hunt then a water gun fight and a pinata yay a pinata...lmao i got a lot of money: 400+ , $100 gift card to Best Buy (from someone i don't even know), a Winnie the Pooh cup and plush animal, purse, a Build-a-Bear workshop shirt for my bear and it says "Happy 14th Birthday", and a birthday poem from my friend thanks for saying happy birthday and happy easter! yeah...so i'm back but i'm not going on as frequently before and i'm having trouble replying to all the PMs u guys sent me lol i'm trying and i'll visit...hopefully XP sorrie............. ^_________________^

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Sunday, April 8, 2007

guess what today is unless u already know

guess who's back? back again? lol I'M BACK! i'll visit soon and reply to PMs soon and post properly later do you remember or know what today is? (hint: Dark4893 and today is 4/8/07) happy easter by the way! be back soon, k?

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Sunday, March 4, 2007

site will be going on hiatus

sorrie!!! i'll make it up to you! a lot of people are mad... but how have you been? i miss you!!!! luvs yes i have been gone because of homework and projects i'm suppose to be working on the project... Projects • Book Report: DUE 2/28 • Civil War Project: DUE 3/16 - board game [we have to make a board game based on the civil war] - powerpoint - notes - packet with lots of worksheet • Science Fair Project: DUE 3/19 grrrrrrr....i hate projects. okay people have been asking me what has been going on with "him" so i'll explain... the "him" that i have always been talking is crazy1asian crazy1asian and i were together but we already broke up 8 months ago we were together for a year yes i still liked him and i told him about barely...1 month ago but he said he didn't like me or something like that i can't remember anymore lol well i found out who he likes so it's like whatever now lol but he is actually a...jerk? lol don't tell him i said that let's just say: it's really messed up when someone only talks to you because they want you to help them on their homework... plus it's weird when someone starts acting different for those of you who are confused... crazy1asian is his username on myO lol ^^ i think i'm gonna take another absence i have been having problems i can't explain and i don't want to all i know is i'm getting different like all i feel is hate maybe too many problems are going on all this agruments, tears, screams, etc. i started crying every night in fact, i went to sleep on the sofa last night and i don't know why i did it [my room is upstairs] i don't know what to do anymore... all i want right now is to be held... i want to feel safe again for someone to tell me it's okay to make me okay again like i was when i was with crazy1asian starting from today, this site is on hiatus for about 2 to 4 weeks i'll be back soon! don't worry about me! but i'm gonna try to reply to all the PMs

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Saturday, February 24, 2007

‡   ∫ bad news ∫   ‡

well hello!^^ yep i have bad news... i have to ban myself from myOtaku for a while... and the Internet why? too many projects and homework! >_< Projects • Book Report: DUE 2/28 • Civil War Project: DUE 3/16 - board game [we have to make a board game based on the civil war] - powerpoint - notes - packet with lots of worksheet • Science Fair Project: DUE 3/19 i really have to focus!!!!! so i won't be on for about a month? i'll try to go on at least once a week.. but me and AnimeLoverDX agreed on this because the Civil War Project is a partner project and we have a lot to do so please understand!!! i'm soooo sorrie but i wanted to tell you guys so you won't get mad... oh yeah, i did get a 4.0 GPA and yesterday we had a prep really we called it Renaissance Rally and the theme was Grease it was fun though!^^ and i'm fine please don't worry about me! after that situation with crazy1asian, i'm okay! no worries... {he likes someone else, for those who didn't know} [congratulate him!!!^^] one more thing AnimeLoverDX has came back to myO she was gone a while, really long while check out her site and join the gummie bears u'll understand when u get to her site or Clicky Here To Understand and welcome disgaeaninja6 to myO! he's an awesome friend of mine and a very good artist!!! well that's it! love ya guys! i'll see you in a week or a month! [i'll probably go on to change my site for march] sorrie...

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Sunday, February 18, 2007

Happy Chinese New Year

HAPPY NEW YEAR! yep that's right, it's chinese new year! so i want to wish you a happy new year! it's the year of the pig by the way! but since i'm vietnamese... Chuc Mung Nam Moi! (happy new year) sorrie for not commenting or replying to PMs i just want say thank you for not getting mad at me! love ya guys! i'll try to go on as often as before again... but i have too many projects that are a huge portions of my grade thank you for understanding! <------- WASHINGTON D.C. UPDATE -------> i definitely can't go and i found out Feb. 9 was not the official deadline it's the day when all the money is due... money is not the problem it's terrorists attacks and my daddie is worried he thinks it's unsafe for me to go by myself -sighs- since my daddie said no, it's finally no... but i'm still gonna try to persuade them... however...my sister said that... since she is graduating college this year she might take a trip to Europe and she said that she might want to take me along! so it might not be so bad... <--- END OF WASHINGTON D.C. UPDATE ---> bye love ya guys!

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Wednesday, February 14, 2007

♥ Happy Valentine's Day ♥

hello again!!!^^' so how have u been??? again sorrie!!!! for not visiting.... if u didn't know, my site was on hiatus... cuz of some "problems" (if u read my last post) but more problems came up after i'll talk about it some other day...or not.. i'll think about it, but some of u already know PM me if u wanna know anyways i wanna talk about my day yesterday at PE the most funniest thing happened well cuz we had free play i decided to play basketball... well shooting hoops well i kept on missing all of it then i tried to get the ball when it missed crazy1asian tried to get it too... and the ball ended up hitting my head lol it was funny... then i ran to get the ball again and i slipped on the blacktop cuz of the gravel but i didn't get too hurt, only two small cuts it was hilarious!!!! lol ...until crazy1asian kept on following me everytime i tried to make a shot and trying to get or keep the ball away from me obviously he was unsuccessful lol cuz after that fall, he treated me like if i was a 3-year old who just started to walk and he was afraid that i was gonna fall..again it was annoying... and i kept on missing and we had to leave he put the ball back but i ran to my friend and asked for her ball and i tried one more time....and I MADE IT!!!! YEAH!!! lol i totally rock! but crazy1asian didn't see, haha ^^ and i was so happy the whole entire day! sorrie for blabbing.... oh i might not be able to go on as much cuz... we were assigned a lot of projects to do... · Book Report: DUE 2/28 *mystery book* · Civil War Project: DUE 3/16 (powerpoint, board game, notes, etc) *major project* · Science Fair Project: DUE 3/?? · Literature Circles (reading a book and discussing, etc.) grrrrrr..... >_< ...anyhoo... HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! i love u guys so much!!!!!! u have no idea. you are my second family!!!! thank you so much! i'm so grateful for you guys!!!! wishing u guys lots of love ~gives you guys a super hug~ 1. do u like Valentine's Day? why or why not? 2. are u spending it with somebody? it's also my friend, Francesca's b-day! yay!^^ and chinese new year is on Feb. 18th!!! yep i'm asian...vietnamese to be exact!^^ i'm so happie right now... ^-^ P.S. how do u like my new site theme? ~*~ hugs and kisses ~*~

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