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myOtaku.com: Dark4893

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

i'm doing worse, really bad....

i'm crying right now... i just can't take it anymore. people keep on lying to me, faking everything, or keeping things from me. There are even some who backstabbed me. i don't want to trust anyone anymore, i just can't handle getting hurt again, not one more time. someone who i thought i could trust hurt me rite now. i was actually really happy until i talked to him. but no matter how hard i tried i can't hate him. he just makes me sad all the time. he should just leave me alone. i don't think i care anymore, it's doesn't matter. he is only another person who adds on to my pain who is keeping something from me. i suddenly feel hatred, anger, but mostly sadness. i am being used by others, being lied to by the same people. i can't talk to anyone, i can't be truthful. the last person i trusted is gone now, why does he keep doing this to me??? he always hurting me and he acts like he doesn't know. he acts like he cares too, when will people stop faking it all? when will all this torturement brought to me stopped? in fact, he make me cried on friday during school, and he kept on apologizing. i know he doesn't mean it or if he does, the apologies don't mean a thing anymore. he said it too many times, i've given up. i don't know how much i can take now. maybe it's best if everyone just leave me alone. i don't mean u guys... but i won't trust myself with anyone else, it's over. i'll confine myself from now on. i won't let myself be hurt by another person. i'm sorrie... -cries-

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