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Monday, January 29, 2007
go mokona from tsubasa chronicle!!! ♥♥
hey how's everyone doing? hopefully good!^^
yay, i finally finished my projects and the semester is over!!! but i still have homework.... >_<
then i was talking to a friend of mine on messenger the other night and i was talking to him about my same problem about "him". this is what he said to me:
"you know what, just ask him, if u love him that much,and if he says no, life goes on, ur still something w/o him, and he's not what completes u, but what holds u back, there are more people than him..."
(ummm, i changed some stuff he said cuz he said that guy's name and he told me to ask that guy if he still loved me)
i didn't know what to say after that cuz i still love him -sighs- this has been going on for too long, six months now actually. but he's probably in love with someone else. so i might as well let go, right? well i'm gonna try...once again....
anyways, i have another problem... -sighs- i know so much problems. this one is about this trip at the end of 8th grade. there's a washington d.c. trip this june, but my mom won't let me go. and the registration deadline is in two weeks, february 9th, i think, and there won't be another opening after, so this is my last chance to go. but she won't let me go at all, i ask several times already and she would always give me 'the look' and then i stopped asking. she won't let me go cuz....
1. too much money ($1, 623) but it's not really cuz it covers for everything and plus there are fundraisers i could join to help pay
2. cuz of 'my sister's problems' which my mom considers bad luck, she thinks that the bad luck will continue and something bad might happen.... (she's kinda superstitous)
3. and she's afraid of terrorists attack... she says that d.c. is most likely going to be attack... (she's overprotective, i mean really overprotective... i'm even confine in my own home...i hardly go out with my friends)
but reasons 1 & 2 is cuz of my sister, we had to use money for the lawyer (don't wanna talk about that) and cuz of her, that's why there's 'bad luck' it's not fair, but i can't blame her...
sorrie for the extremely long post again!^^ |
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