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Saturday, February 3, 2007
Hold me when I'm Here, Love me when I'm Gone
hello!^^ how's everyone doing? hope ur happy and doing great!
i'm sorrie about not commenting again....
i'll have time this weekend
as for me....well....i don't know *sighs*
i'm doing okay?????
well not really but...yeah
i wanna talk about it though...will u listen?
where do i start?
well same problem with "him" but i cleared it up
i listened to DarkMist89's advice from the longest time ago...
and through lots of help from lots of friends...especially Billy and Jocelyn
i asked "him" if he still had feelings for me cuz i still have feelings for "him"
when i asked "him" after PE but he said 'guess'
so i said 'no' and then he said something 'blah blah blah' lol
anyways, i talked to him over MSN messenger and then he asked me stuff 'blah blah blah'
well he told me the truth, i guess. this is what he said:
'i like u a bit'
'but i like someone else'
'blah blah blah'
'but i moved on'
'blah blah blah'
so yeah....
but see here's the weird thing....
i'm actually really happy, i thought i was gonna cry
well i'm probably alright cuz of all the hints he gave me:
'ur gonna have to face it sooner or later
'blah blah blah there's a lot things u dont wanna know because it will hurt'
anyways so yeah, i'm extremely happy about it!!!!!!^^ i think....
i guess i can finally move on? lol ^^
here's the truth [who "he" is]: Clicky Here
guess i gotta change my background and site, huh?
well i don't care but i like how it looks
but i still feel sad but i'm not sad
i'm not sure what i'm feeling anymore
it's so confusing
but it's all for the best
better now than later...i guess
but i have other problems, family problems
[about my sister and niece, i still don't wanna talk about it]
but it's pretty bad this time....so sad... >_<
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