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Saturday, September 16, 2006

   left alone...

for i am left alone.
for i have forgotten my status.
for i have started to die inside.
for i have no meaning.
for i have cried and cried again.
he wont talk to me.
he wont look at me.
he wont listen to me.
he wont open up to me.
he wont come near me.
he wont see me.
for i am invisible.
i wont be the one he seeks help from.
i wont be the one to help him.
i wont be the one he sees.
i wont be his anything.
for i am a nobody.
no one shall see me.
so why is it that i am still holding on.
for i am not the one for him.
that is just how fate is.
i will never be the one he holds onto anymore.
for i am dead to him.
for i am already dying inside.
for i am invisible.
and that is how it will ever be.
for this pain inside of me and him wont relinquish.
that is how life is.
once a wound, remains a scar.
it never does heal completely.
for i shall now give up when darkness turns to light.
i shall now let go.
forever.
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