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Saturday, September 23, 2006


why?

i have just realized that i should have given up a long time ago. i realized that i am the one that has been interfering not that person. i wonder why i didnt notice that. why did i deny that it was me all along? im just that stupid, that blind. now that i know the truth, why cant i let go? i dont know why. i need some time thats all, but maybe time is not enough, maybe ill never will let go. im messed up, thats all. i always wish to see him everyday even though i shouldnt and i have tried not to. yet i fear of not seeing him for a while which will happen soon. im afraid of not talking to him, hearing his voice. he makes me so happy that it kills me rite now. i cant stand it. but i keep on wanting to be near him even though i am nothing to him.


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