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Tuesday, September 26, 2006
what should i do?
i wonder wats really going on in everyones heads. wat they are really thinking. i cant tell if they hate me, want me 2 go away, or something else. but there is only one person that keeps me thinking. i can never tell wats really in his mind. does he mean all the stuff he says? is everything just a joke, a lie, a setup, or is it really the truth? is all the things he say is on accident, on purpose, or it just how it is? is everything in my world just a lie? wats going on lately? was i ever interfering or was there never anything in the first place? i wonder wat am i suppose to do now? im so lost. not sure if i should back up and ignore everything. should i keep on doing that? i know im already nothing to him, i know i shouldn’t be near him, i know that the past cant be change, i know all this things, but why cant i back off and let go? why so many questions? i was close to forgetting and letting go but then he comes back and it starts all over again. why am i suppose to do?
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