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• 2006-02-07

myOtaku.com: Dark4893

Saturday, October 7, 2006

my breaking point

i cant take it anymore. all these regrets, pain, sufferings inside of me. im at my breaking point. i cant stand to see him, hear his voice, be around him. it hurts too much. i wish to forget, i wish to start everything over. maybe life would be better if i was a puppet, someone to control me, i would be emotionless, lifeless...nothing. i cant stand being so close and not be able to do anything. i want to be free from his bounds that ties me. i wish to be free, free from this pain. it hurts too much for me to handle. my mind tells me to let go but my heart still holds on. why? i started to hate myself and i wish to disappear, to be numb...to not feel any more pain. i dont how much more i can take. i cant stand crying anymore, each fallen tear hurts even more. i dont know wat to do now, i cant turn back time nor can i fix things. its broken, there is no possible way to repair the pieces. i hate myself for hurting him. theres nothing i can do except walk away and pretend nothing happened and let him go. i wish to be ignore by others now, so i cant hurt them and they cant hurt me.

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