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1993-04-08
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in the darkness where no light shines through...is someone searching for me?
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2006-02-07
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smiling like everything is right when everything is wrong
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Wednesday, October 11, 2006
today was...
~MY MOOD: a bit crummy, a bit hyper, a bit confused, and a bit lost. how about u?
~MY DAY: it was okay. nothing much. i made someone sad again. -_- i feel so crummy, i hurt that person so easily that it kills me. in fact, i care about that person a lot, i love that person, yet i hurt them. i'm confused becuz i can't figure out wats in everyone's minds lately, it's like a puzzle. i can't tell if whether it's a lie or the truth. maybe it's just me. then i still don't know wats in his mind and if i'm interfering them with my past. but don't worry about me, i'll be fine soon. i'll be happy soon cuz nothing can bring me super down and cause to not smile again.
~MY PROBLEMS: i can't decide which high school i should go to. there's this school (#1) that kinda suck but almost everyone is going there, including "him". but there's this other school (#2) that's okay and it will be more convient for my mom. but i wanna go to #1 because "he" is going there and i wanna go to #2 because i also wanna get away from "him". yet i'm afraid of not seeing him almost everyday. wat should i choose? and i think everyone hates me now, i feel so unloved.
~APPRECIATION: thank you to theotakufan for giving me lots of advice and listening to my story. thank you Kogasgirl4ever for giving me cool advice and also listening to my many, many problems...so much drama...lol. *i'll tell him i'm under house arrest...lol!* thank you anime girl 1 for smiling! thank you RYUICHI SAKUMA92 for all ur hugs. thank you crazy1asian for making me laugh a lot even when u don't mean too...and for being there... and thanks to anyone else i forgot to mention...forgive me!!!
okay well bye bye for now
~we are only puppets of fate |
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