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• 2006-02-07

myOtaku.com: Dark4893

Thursday, October 19, 2006

i hate myself for hurting him...

i guess i was wrong, i'm not over him yet. explain to me why it still hurts. why does it hurt just so much to be near him, talking to him, seeing him? i don't understand why i can't let go. he hurts me so easily in ways he doesn't know, his painful words that stab me. but he loved me once and that should be enough for me to survive. it's far to late for me to fix things and be with him once more. just rite now, he told me something that hurts me so much. i can't take it, all i do is make him sad. and i didn't mean to, i was trying to stop before i would get hurt again. i lost him and that's the truth. i didn't mean to, i can't be near him anymore. all i ever do is disappoint him. i guess i'll stay away from him before i do something else that i will regret. i'm sorrie that i hurted u again. i hate myself and the pain i have caused him. i only wish that i can turn back time and say no. that way, he won't be hurt. i want to stay away from him now, it'll be for his best. i really do hate myself.

~another day passed, another painful meomry

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