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• 2006-02-07

myOtaku.com: Dark4893

Friday, October 20, 2006

halves of a whole...

a couple is a worth made of two halves...
so, each of us is a half, incomplete. i was a half, but i found another half, and became a whole. then, my other half left me saying that he didn't want me to be hurt, and i became a half once more. i was incomplete and torn. it was painful to a point where i couldn't handle it anymore. i acted cold, like i didn't care, then i cried and started to be depressed. i felt all the happiness inside of me when i was complete, disappearing. i lost hope, thought i was abandoned, beban to think that evrything was a lie, that he didn't love me. it hurted me so much that i started making him hate me, hoping that it would be easier for me and that would be a better reason to survive by. but now i learned that it hurts even more for the one you love to hate you or ignore you. i can't expect more out of him nor can i wish for the past to repeat itself. i still care and it hurts but i want to do all i can do before it's too late. i'm scare that there will be a day where he will turn his back on me and our paths will never meet. but whether he still cares or not, i want to do i can do. everyone has been giving hints towards the truth, i'm afraid to know the truth though. i rather be left on the side for now, doing all i can to help without being notice. but i still wonder, if there is anything left to go back to...that may never be answered...

~another day passed, another painful memory

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