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• 1993-04-08
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• in the darkness where no light shines through...is someone searching for me?
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• 2006-02-07

myOtaku.com: Dark4893

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

they use me as a mere tool...

well since i have been posting my poems, i haven't updated about my days. it turns out it was actually @$$-smacking week at my school. and I got smacked 4 times... -_- at least it wasn't by a guy... -_- some of the guys got hit too. it was hilarious!!! ^^

but i have some bad news... -_- because we have been having so much homework and i have to take care of yearbook, i'm gonna stop going on for a few days or so. another reason why is that i'm helping so many people that i can't handle everything. so i have been very tired lately cuz i usually end up helping then then doing my homework late at night. there's also way to much pressure on me right now and i can't keep up. i mean i want to help them, but i feel like i'm being used as a mere tool. sometimes they don't even think about me cuz i'm the one to suffer. going sleep late and i get so tired in the morning going to school. i feel like i need to help them to return their help, favors, and the pain i may have caused them. but it's getting to a point where i can't stand it anymore. i kinda wish they would consider what happens to me as well as themselves. so i'm not going on for a while, probably a few days. i'm also not gonna talk on the phone or go on the computer unless it's for homework. i need some time to think and to stay away from certain people. i can't really take all this pressure and i'm getting frustrated and sleepy. so im gonna go to sleep now, so tired.

thank you for commenting on my poem, i have already turn it in. my inbox is empty now, thanks for telling me that. i'll tried to visit ur sits as soon as possible. but for now, i'm gone for a few days. bye bye!!! i'll miss ya!

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