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Thursday, November 2, 2006
i'm emotionally unstable
i want to leave. it hurts so much. i have cried for the past two days. my world is so messed up. because of my sister, my mom and dad are fighting. my sister and niece are crying. i don't want to hear it anymore. i want to run away. thers no one i can turn to anymore. i used to turn to him, but he's not here. it hurts so much. it's so loud, i can't take it. i really don't want to hear it anymore and i want to leave. there's nowhere i can go. i want the arguing to stop. i hate my niece's dad. i wish he would die and leave us alone. i want to stop crying, i don't want to hear anymore, i don't wanna see. just stop it all, all this pain. i feel like dying. there's no one i can go to, i need him. i want to go to him. i want someone to hold me. i want to run away. i can't stop crying. why won't all this misery end? first, it was him and now this again. i can't stand this, i want to commit suicide. it hurts so much. my head is hurting. i feel so lost, i want to runaway so badly. i can't talk to anyone. |
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