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Sunday, November 12, 2006
an engraved ring that never was...
an engraved ring that never was…a lost promise, it just wasn’t meant to be. that might be my perfect excuse. a forsaken love. i wonder about that ring…
“to forgive is to let go of.
to forget is to never get back.
either one is hard.
neither is not a choice.
you can't choose both without killing yourself first.”
-FurubaRin
i don’t know. it just really hurts but some things you can't get back. i think i have to pick to forgive even though i’m not forgiving him cuz there isn’t any thing to forgive. he didn’t do anything wrong, i did. i blame myself for everything. to forgive is to let go of, so i’ll let him go and the past. it is hard to choose but i rather let go than to never get back. even though forgetting might be easier to do. i don’t want to wait for a miracle that will never come. it’s pathetic to be waiting around for a phone call that will never ring. it hurts to see that person’s name show up on-line and you signed off cuz ur afraid. it’s stupid trying to avoid that person constantly, but inside u want to be near that person. that person doesn’t care and that is not gonna change. i tried changing things, but my time is running out fast.
this song best explains everything to hard to put in words:
because a perfect world doesn't exist, at least not for me...
on a happier side, i got a DNAngel wallpaper finally. and i got sick, don't feel too good. -_- sorrie if i don't visit ur sites. forgive me.
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