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Saturday, December 2, 2006
please visit my friend Eeyore Lover 93, she's getting bored. thank you!
i've been learning japanese from a friend AnimeLoverDX who is taking japanese lessons!
my favorite thing to say: aishitaru [i love you]
and this one i just learned, but not sure if i spelled it right: kissu no shi [kiss of death]
i think i'm getting worse. my family problems are getting worse but it's not bad. i mean my mom has been suffering so much cuz she's put in the middle which is so hard. it hurts to see her like this. then i always end up crying before school. but yesterday, during geometry (my first period class), i was so sad that i ended up crying. tears kept on forming and i was afraid that if i talked, i would cry. so i was all quiet and my friends thought i was mad. but i was getting better by third period, language arts. but still, i'm not doing good, the past is eating me inside. i feel so depressed, those around me are sad, some wants to run away or suicide. but it doesn't matter how much i cry or suffer, my guardian angel who used to protect me, left me all alone. well an angel is suppose to fly and be free, maybe leaving me is his escape. i'll stay in the life he left behind, in the ties that are not entangled. i don't know how much more i can handle, my time is running out. or maybe it already ran out.
~*~ sayonara my guardian angel ~*~ |
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