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myOtaku.com: Dark4893

Friday, January 12, 2007

something's wrong...

hey haven't updated in a while and haven't been on so frequently, sorrie... been busy again and it sucks... and i apologize for late comments on your posts. so much homework....and have lots of projects that are gonna be due soon, this sucks.

then i'm getting all sad again. i mean i was getting used to everything now as in stop talking to hima nd all those other stuff... then out of nowhere he called me and i got happy. and then after that, everytime the phone would ring, i would wish that it was him. as always, i would get disappointed. so i tried to ignore the phone and it's hard. and when i gave up, he calls. and suddenly, i get scared, afraid that i might get my hopes up again or just feeling happy. especially when i actually stopped waiting for his phone calls for a while now. i even told him that i was getting in trouble, so he wouldn't call. well i kinda was anyways, but i do want him to call. of course, i know i won't be the first person he calls, cuz there's someone else. so i'm basically giving up. but maybe i'm trying too hard to be happy and ignoring everything... so much complications and difficulties... i need guidence

again sorrie for the long post, just felt like getting evrything out...

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