Thursday, June 2, 2005

   Last Day Of School! Can I hear a WHOOP WHOOP!?!?!
Today was the very last day of school! yayness! im SoOo happy this year is over!... but then again... i hate how the end of the year works. everything starts to come back together and then we are all done!... it was over all an ok year.. sad i will miss all my friends esepially eric.. heh yea... we wpent like the reast of the day together after the party... the class party was actualy really boring but fun in a way... oh well

other than that jen's coming over tonight and we are going to elmira tomorrow.. fun fun fun! lol cant wait!

zach i think i will see him over the summer... yea we got everything resolved and we are friends again...

i will miss everyone soooo much but i will see most of them next year.. i just hope somethines stay the same and dont change over the summer...

how are you guys?

Adi
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Tuesday, May 31, 2005

   ...Today....::sighs::
Today was both good and horrible. We had finals all day long but that didn't really bother me. I actually think i did rather well on them the history and science... but then again I might just be fooling myself. Either way I wont fail.

the morning was fun we were all happy,laughing and well yeah being like we normaly are...we as in my and all my friends... the afternoon was ok. I was extremely happy cause of angie... she was like awww you guys should hold hands (talking to me and eric) so yeah we was holdin hands and stuff when zach came along... best friend likes me... i dont mean to flaunt but that what he said i was doing... i dont think i was cause well when he came the most i did was try and hide it from him! but w.e i didnt get mad just alittle hurt ... jen said i hurt him... i hurt him alot ... i never mean to.... ::sighs:: i dont know... the whole ride home i tryed not to look at Jen or Zach... jen said they didnt hate me or anything she was just tired and he was hurt... that didnt help at all... i was next to tears on the bus so i just closed my eyes so i didnt have to look at anyone... im soooooooooo sooooooooo soooooooo glad this year is over!!!!!!!!! i think i have more bad memories than i do good.... the same things are happening again thats why im glad.. i can get outta seein zach and others that piss me off and they wont be all like you hurt me again!... yeah so to you zach... you dont have to worry about the summer... i wont be there to talk to cause i will be off... somewhere you are not... somewhere i wont hurt anyone....

~adi~
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Sunday, May 29, 2005

   Today ...Summer.... Conspiering... they hate me!
ok so been bored basicly all dat nothing really to do... i called zach to see if he would be a good friend and help me with getting me the math worksheets seeing as he lives like 15mins walking distance. but no... hes like i cant nor do i wanna... so im gonna die tomorrow cause mrs.king already like pre yelled at us and told us to make very sure that we came to school with that done!... i didnt mean to forget it... i left the mastins at 12 or a little after and mr.mastin had left to get his boys from another party so i couldnt get in the school to get my HW... GAH! i cant even study! OMG im going to fail!.... i dont really need to study for math or english really... but science and history is gonna get me!... and i really wanna pass... GAH! oh well...

other than that its been a boring day.. i made a new site at xanga the sn is brokndreams4u2c if anyone wants to check it out...its not that great at the moment i just got there... but i think it will be desent later.

my mom made me call my dad today. i didnt want to i dont want to go down there at all this summer but they are all conspiering against me... and mom and dad said i will prolly have to go down twice!!!! once in June for like 3 weeks.. whitch is usual and i dont really care cause i have no life in June and then once in july for a week... july is when my life begings and i get to hang out with my friends and stuff... its a fun month and august is jsut to close to the beginning of school i dont even wanna deal with that...

w.e i dont wanna go but i guess i have to...::sighs::... i dont know if they have internet there.. i hope they do... but i dont htink so.. i dont know... well ima go so ttyl

ADI!
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Saturday, May 28, 2005

   YAY YAY YAY BANQUET!
hey hey hey last night was awesome! i loved it!... Eric cheked out my site and so now he knows... it made everything better it was SoOo fun i hung out wit zach,morgan,jordan.dave and of course Eric... yayness lol it did a bunchs walkin though OMG... yeah we walked all over houghton... jen and eric followed me and they know i dont know my way around lol so we went the long way around haha! but oh well more time to spend wit jen b4 i hang wit different people and same wit her... it was fun at the mastins house the after party.. we watched a movie i forgot the name once again but yeah it was fun
me and eric talked a bit about the i "like" you, you "like" me thing... we agreed that it sux it the end of the year and i guess we left it at that... nothing was decided on ... but yeah we was comfy on the small couch lol... first it was zach me and eric i was so squished but it was ok.. then zach had to leave around 11 HAHA! and it was jist me and eric onthe couch..me was happy wit that lol i ended up watchin a lil of the movie wit my head on him shoulder.. dont know what he thoughta that but i did anyway lol... all in all the whole banquet was awesome and everyone looked great
how is you guys today?
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Thursday, May 26, 2005

   MY B-DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yes indeed today is my b-day mesa happy! lol today has been ok so far but yeah its not even the middle of the day im in school waiting for the bell to ring so i can eat lol... yeah well i took a general music test and a science test already i will do good on the first one and i failed the science one... OoPS!...lol OOO BELL! brb!... ok back... haha the whole caffeteria sang happy b-day to me and let me go first in lunch lol wel i got to my table didnt lol... it was kool...
again i have to say i am sorry cause i might not be able to get to your sites today cause im havin a b-day party with staci and i don tknow wheni will be back... also i dontknow if i will even be able to update tomorrow cause my banquet is tomorrow yayness i get to be all pritty and hang out wit Eric... yeah he's trying to figure out what i want to say to him.. i dont know how to say it... but yeah i will find a way im just sadi like him at the END of the year wehere now we cant do much about it... oh well next year! lol..
ok well ima go the study hall bell will ring soon... i hope.. i want it to at least haha i wanna get outta here! english next oh joy then umm... bible.. GAH! sleepy time! nap time.. but oh well Eric sits behind me i wont be that bored lol... ok well like isaid a few seconds ago im going to go lol bye everyone ttyl!...
oh yeah.... how have you all been? how was your day?

Adios!
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Tuesday, May 24, 2005

   hey hey hey concert day!

ok ok ok well then im at school and its the end of the day.. well i have to stay here til like 9 er so cause i have a concert here a choir concert... i dont know how well we will do cause we are perfomring with the band and the only good band instrements are the percusion and the trumpet! lol the rest kinda suck... and they play loud so we have to sing louder than we ever have... BLAH! but oh well... im gonna be bored till it starts but i will prolly just hand wit jen and zach... i unno... well then

i found out was was wrong wit eric we had a good talk on the computer about it... he wanted help and my answer was... "i just pretend i pretend everyday" he wanted to know how to do that... i dont know it come natural.. lol well yeah i dont think ill tell you what was wrong wit him but other than that yeah....
im oh so tired maybe i will take a nap b4 the concert i don tknow well ima go now ttyl! i dont think i will be able to come to you guyses sites tonight i dont know i will try if i get home soon enough... aight well

adios.
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Monday, May 23, 2005

   my day in a nutshell

Ok so today was actually ok.. i thought it would be really long and horrible but supiorsingly it wasnt. Eric is still really tired i dont know why hes been really outta it lately but he told me he just payed for the tickets to the banquet.... i got him a bouteniar however you spell that. lol i dont know but yeah im happy cause everything turning out with that... still trying to figure out how to do my hair and get ready in only have an hour and 15 mins with the hair and makeup and all.. lol wow i ound so stupid.. lol well then yeah thats really awesome..i think he's geting me flowers! aww!
ok other than that i heard some bad news froma friend but i guess we re dealing with that and shes taking my brothers advice witch i dont like but oh well... its her decision... so yeah thats about all i can tell you on that subject... umm well the bells gonna ring in like 25 mins yayness! lol WHOA yeah last night our computer went down we took it back to factory edition where theres nothing on it and it didnt work so we had to do it again and DL millenium and then like 2 seconds after that millenium got a virus we started it back to factory edition yet again and DL's millenium and XP... lol wow... at like 2 in the morning me and my brother got it working again yayness!

only a 4 more days till schools out! YES!!!!!! ::does a happy dance::

ohhhh i saw the movie white noise it was really good i lvoed it... made me jump like 2 times so i give it props.. i like never jump in scary movies lol but yea it was really good you guys should watch it.

ok well im prolly boring you so ima go how was y'alls day?

Adios!
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Sunday, May 22, 2005

   hullo hullo
hey people sorry i havent been on latly but this weekend was ok i mean well it was LoNg and i didnt like ti very much ... but hey yeah ill post more later i got to go Adios!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol sorry bored. lol well how is you all?
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Thursday, May 19, 2005

   hullo hulo how art thou?
ok so sorry i hjavent been on latly ive just had SoOo much to do! lol and yeah well then im happy today dont really have a reason cept Eric! lol he's gettin my flowers and payin my way for the banquet and knows we are just friends yet insists on it! truly sweet boy!

oh yeah i got to skip 5th period today cause i got a varcity letter and my a a buncha other people gotta go to the chapel and listen to some guy talk about what an athlete is and stuff.. heh sounds boring but its better than bein in english! haha! but yeah it was fun caise i hung out with Amanda(12th)and Jeff(12th) lol they are all older than me and i think its sad that basicly all my friends are in 12th cause they are leaving and i will have like maybe 2 poepe? lol wow...

well then ummm i gota stalker! omg!! someone help! lol enough on that subject some of you might know who it is!lol

hmm well the last day of school is only 2 weeks away so its really hectic and stuff...gah but im happy its almost oever! YES! and i dont have to put up wit anyone til next year cept the friends i love and will see over the summer but im fine wit dat! lol and OOOO i gota song for someone and i hope they erad it cause it fits really well.... its by linkin park....

I cannot take this anymore
I’m saying everything I’ve said before
All these words they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Less I hear the less you’ll say
You’ll find that out anyway

Just like before...

Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I’m about to break
I need a little room to breathe
’cause I’m one step closer to the edge
And I’m about to break

I find the answers aren’t so clear
Wish I could find a way to disappear
All these thoughts they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Nothing seems to go away
Over and over again

Just like before...

Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I’m about to break!
I need a little room to breathe
’cause I’m one step closer to the edge,
And I’m about to break!
Every thing you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I’m about to break!
I need a little room to breathe
’cause I’m one step closer to the edge,
And I’m about to break!

Shut up when I’m talking to you!
Shut up! shut up! shut up!
Shut up when I’m talking to you!
Shut up! shut up! shut up! shut up!
I’m about to break

Every thing you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I’m about to break!
I need a little room to breathe
’cause I’m one step closer to the edge,
And I’m about to break!

yeah the bolded things are the most important in the song lol well then thats all i gotsa say so how was y'alls day?

Adios!

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Tuesday, May 17, 2005

   hey hey

ok short post today im busy but yeah i got outta ogin to the banquet wit sean and now im goin wit eric! sooo happy about htat hes a kool guy...just a friend though lol but still kool that was the highlight of my day.. how was yours? i got to go byes
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