Monday, March 7, 2005

   such a jerk....jordan makes sence!
hullo hullo hullo! yeah well i talked to jordan today he's a kool senior gave me good adivce n' all he's really nice and acctually understood what i was sayin yeah well...nehow how you guys doin? nething exiting?...*leaves you with a song* can you name that artist??

It starts with
One thing,I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind , I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal
Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on ,but didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried , it all fell apart
What it meant to me , will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried
so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
One thing , I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind ,I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so far
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter


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Sunday, March 6, 2005

   bored bored bored
hey everyone im soo cold! today was so boring there's nothing to do here at the moment could do HW,could do umm...i dont know lol HW soulds like a good idea...sooo.. nehow hows everyone doin?? Peace Out
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Saturday, March 5, 2005

   *looks around then down* man oh man!
hey hey hey! it is now 10:27 p.m in NY and i just got off the phone wit ben...*sighzz* ifn' i had a cordless phone again the convorsation would have been more productive but...there were people comeing in and outta my room didn't feel safe to say shtuff on my mind at the time....i talked to my brother while i was on the phone i think thats the most ive really "talked" to him lol and i WAS ON THE PHONE!! GAH! ben ignored me i ignord him in a way...i really wanted/needed to talk to him...oh well maybe next time...oh yeah i was supposed to recomend some people to y'all thier names escape my mind at the time though...some help i am! well mayeb they will come to me or w/e but nehow im gonna go...Peace Out!
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   Coffee coffee coffee!
hey hey hey! coffee coffee coffee! i ahve way to must energy this morning! mwahahhha well thn with that i got nothing to say im speechless wow! that never happens lol so how you all doin on this nice day?
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Friday, March 4, 2005

   Test! What!! Oh No!
Hey hey everyone! today was a nomal day...we had a history test *sighs* i hate history im a procrastenator and it was about world was 1...theres was alot of stuff to cover i cramed last night i think i might have passed if not oh well theres more to come..nehow im quite bored tehre aint nothing happenin' here how bout there? Peace Out!
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Thursday, March 3, 2005

*I'm walking on sunshine OoO...and don't it feel good!
Hey hey hey everone..to make things more clear "the erson" is the guy that took me to the movies on friday lol(son of the mask)I couldn't call him last night and he didnt get on...so ifn' i get the time i'll try tonight...maybe lol....nehow..today was good i wore pants today! we were suposed to wear skits cause its a stupid schooll but i wore pants and noone said anything lol...i still wore a skirt but you could definatly see my pants lol by al rights i should ahve gottin a "whjite card" but i aint complaining! MWAHAHAHAH...heres a great pic of kiba *sighs* yes i know i ahve a problem i love him though like the hottest anime!OMG i got alota HW and studin' to do soo i'll ttyl LATEA Peace Out!
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Wednesday, March 2, 2005

   Hey Hey Hey
Dont got nottin to say at the moment everything with the person and i is like pending til i talk to him...so..nehow.. How you y'all doin?
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Monday, February 28, 2005

   ...........yeah well....
It used to mean sumthin.....

Everytime u talk to me i dont no wut to say
bcuz every thing u say to me takes my breath away
i cant express my feelings bcuz u have stolen all my heart
the thought of us not together tears my world apart
when im with u its almost more than i can take
it feels like im dreaming .. and i never want to wake
i never want to lose you i always want u there
always there to lean on always there to care
"forever and for always" u will have my love
but "forever and for always" just isnt long enough
so keep it for eternity or for just another day
but no matter how long u want it my love is here to stay
so everytime i have to leave and give u one more kiss
think about the words ive said and please remember this
...as time goes on together i no our love will grow...
...by the way i never really told u, but "u had me from hello"...

"Say It To My Face Bitch & Not Behind My Back Cuz If You Like Talkin Shit Ur Face Is Gettin Smacked"

*Everyone says -2- give up on you*
*But they dont see you like i do*
*You`re the one who broke my heart.*
*You`re the reason my world fell apart.*
*You`re the one who made me cry.*
*Yet I still love you *&* i dont know why!*


Im not Supposed To Love You,
Im Not Supposed To Care,
Im Not Supposed To Live My Life,
Wishing You Were There.
Im Not Supposed To Wonder Where You Are Or What To Do,
Im Sorry I Just Can't Help Myself,
Im Still In Love With You....

Aleasa wrote them but they fit me really well...ahhh Mothers dont understand...she'd kill my as...butt! lol
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   *Sighs*
Am I being used?...cause now I feel like I am....*looks down* I kinda feel like crying heh but that aint my style...my friends were here so I acted like everything was fine and nothing was bothering me but it is...I don't think Friday and the movies should have happend cause the person i went wit is.....good at leading people on and although twas a great time an all i dont want to be hurt again by the smae person lol such luck...i used to hate him lol then he misteriously came back heh.well such is life...*sighs* I'll be fine...*lets out big sigh* Peace out....
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Saturday, February 26, 2005

HooRa

You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.


What kind of kiss are you?
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