Saturday, February 26, 2005

   Hey Hey!
Still coming down from yesterdays movies high...whoa *i really liked that movie!I payed real goo attention! lol well wud up everyone?
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Friday, February 25, 2005

   *sighs*
hey everyone! i just got back from the movies (son of the mask) gah it was quite stupid...well what i saw wasnt paying attention *winks* no lol *nore* heh you figure out which one happend lol...well how was you guyses day? i got to go peace out!
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Wednesday, February 23, 2005

   what do you think?
hey everyone im soo tired! i wlked so much today! well off that subject cause i could go on 4ever lol....i was in this winterum class and i heard this awsome quote from a guy in "Man of la Mancha" that was put in jail for basicly not accepting reality and went insane...heres the quote.........

Is it more insane to dream an impossible dream where people are noble,good,and pure?Or to accept the reality of life on this sorrowfull,unjust and unhappy world?

I myself an a dreamer....what about you?
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Tuesday, February 22, 2005

   Heh Heh Heh.
Well then today wasnt bad...but it wasnt goood either! gah! one of my bestest friend in my grade is being totally annyoing god i just want to kill him!you know?he's sucha stuck up snob sometimes even to me!...I bought him luch yesterday cause he wanted to eat wit me and didnt have money wit him i asked him if he would pay me back and he was all like yeah definatly! then today he told me ..."are you crazy!" gah! but that aint all its just what comes to mind today...why cant we have the week off like a normal friggin school? i hate houghton half to death! i have friends that live there and their are all like OMG your going to hell cause you said friggin! OMG Get A Grip!?!?!?!??!! if i lieved there id kill myself! no dout, no joke! i live in hicksvile as it is!...anyway ...lol i was thinkin today bout when i tell my mother who i want to take to the Banquet (our school has baquets cause they think danceing is evil or some mierda like that)but anyway shes gonna flip! she hates the boy i want to take cause she judes him on all "nomal tipical guys" hes gonna be 17 here soon but you know what i really dont care hes a very decent nice and christian guy!...shes afriad that ill get knocked up or somthing ...like teri did...well NEWSFLSH I WILL NOT be a replica of my stupid mother!?!?!?? he could try all he wants (wont get him anywhere)besides... i dout he would its houghton! the banquet is HEAVLY chaperoned! theres a teacher everywhere you turn around!but i really need to tell her that im planing on taking him...BUT ill time it for like 5 mins before the banquet lol be like"oh yeah did i tell you im taking...." and the run out the door really fast! i wonder how far i'll get before she takes out the shotgun and kills both me and the other person! lol ill tell you like a week befor maybe that sounds better gives me more time to burn my bridges wit mother and then grovel at her feet till she breaks down and trusts me ...chyeah like that will ever happen! gah *sighs* well then now that im vented on all you poor people i think ill got now lol...LATEA Peace Out!
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Sunday, February 20, 2005

   Fun Fun ...Or not...lol
Me and my brother went to the movies he brought his friend derek he's kool it was fun we didnt go to see boogyman they took it off during the week...the bums! lol we saw Hitch with will smith it was good ...kinda it was funny i dont kn ow if i but it or not im undecided..lol its snowing out side i hope it snows really hard all night so that i have a snow day!..we dont get presedents day off and its winterum..its a week of school where you dont have normal classes but suposedly "fun" classes lol they are but i really want to stay home lol but you know how it is lol i like the week nevertheless...im watching the history channel lol i never knew there was a white gorilla..not the umm kind this the red eyes either! i thought that was kool lol its like the first time i ever took an interest in history! *raises eyebrows* wow...well talk to y'all latea Peace Out!
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Saturday, February 19, 2005

   bored
im bored i got like nothing to say...i might be going to see boogyman wit my brother the movie looks good i'll tell you if it is when i get back LATEA Peace Out!
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Friday, February 11, 2005

   heh. well...just kinda came to mind ..it aint my best...it aint my worst.....ill call it....Goodbye lol
staring outside
nothing but darkness
cold and aching
dieing inside
letting poison rush through my vains
nothing can stop it now
let me say my last goodbyes

we used to walk together
talking randomly
anything and everything
i loved you and you me
what happend to that?

but that was then
this is now
now your gone and im dieing

tears start to swell
as i gasp for air
you werent there to save me
how does that make you feel?
how does that make you feel?

you used to say youd always be there
not to worry about anything
you were my hero

but that was then
this is now
now you gone and im dieing

shaking now
knees buckle
as i fall to the floor
the door is shut
i cant get out
wishing there was a way out of this death

stomach twists
in so much agony
try to scream for help
im locked in here
blood filled eyes
pain filed heart
blinded by the memories
how ironic....

we used to be unsepperable
we used to play the same part
with piosonous vains
and uivering lips
i must say my last goodbyes

begging for only death now
strugle to say your name
on ''valentines eve''
i take my last breath
goodbye my love

how does this make you feel?
you werent there to save me!
to late now im gone
and ive said my last goodbyes!




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Thursday, February 10, 2005

   Heh yeah!
Hey everyone i acctually have nothing tp say so for tonight i opean the floor to uestions...anything you want to know about me just ask or anything in general i dont care it's your choice!....so lets hear em!..*thinks to herself*Oh no..what did i do?


Oi! What Kind of Loner Are You?
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Wednesday, February 9, 2005

   heh this sum 41 song is really good=!
hey before i leave you to the song i want to ask a favor...would you give my firned a hand with his site he despritly needs it and im not really that good at giving directions his O name is evader324 if youd help him i would appretiate it and i think he would to ....and with that note hereyou go...

I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don’t believe it makes me real
I thought it’d be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things I said

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don’t know how it got so bad
Sometimes it’s so crazy
That nothing can save me
But it’s the only thing that I have

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

On my own

I tried to be perfect
It just wasn’t worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It’s hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own


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Tuesday, February 8, 2005

   *shivers* bored ...want to here a.."funny" story?
*sighs* im cold and theres nothing on...could unpack somemore eh nah dont feel like that either...im tired, im gonna go down town in a few get some food in the house..it despratly needs it *goes back to eating her 2 day old cold pizza* yumm...i hope this dont make me sicker...blah didnt go to school again today im gonna be behind a bit but o well...la-ti-da...it a nice brake....this house needs hot water! grrr i cant take a shower in ice cold water! ahhhh....o yeah want to here my fun 30 min trip to the new house?....my cat dont like cat carriers so i usualy hold him in the car but saterday he was scared when i put him in the blanket so when we got in the car bout 5 mins down the road i felt something on my leg that was really warm....yeah can you guess what that might have been? the cat lost his umm blader a pee all over me! nice! and i had to sit there for the remanding 25 mins! it was an...interesting experience lol ahh but i still love my cat! well ima gonna go now and ifn' ya never visit again...good morning good afternoon and goo night!! haha
~peace out~
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