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Wednesday, March 30, 2005

   I KNOW THIS SEEMS LONG BUT IF YOU READ AND COMMENT WITH ADVICE IT WILL ME SO MUCH TO ME...
hey everyone....i had a HORRIBLE day at school...like anyone cares but if you want to read this and comment it might help....

Zach is one of my very very good friends i love him dearly like a brother i suppose...and he told me a few weeks ago that he really liked me like bf gf kinda like you know?...stunned i went home and thought about that and was like WHOA! that's so weird...im still his friend and said that it didn't bother me..we are still as close as b4...then i went to my cuzes b-day party and met this boy gavin..he's really awsome i've been talking to him like everynight and we hang out sometimes to...things are going really well wit me and him ifn you know what i mean...nehow i really really like him and he really really likes me in a bf gf way...i wanted to have my 2 very bestest friends meet him and give me the OK he seem ok typea thing you know?...cause if they didnt like him it would be hard to do things wit him like ahng out in a group or w/e....Jen aight to fond of him i dont think but at least shes not like EWW get away you freak how could you like him and she aint mean to him either.i guess she kinda supports me...i think am i right Jen?ifn you read this....
Zach on the other hand is like...i like you lauren and you go and find someone else and it besides that he came to the bus stop to walk you home right infront of me..i wne home and felt so sick you acted stupid!...my response was...first i love you zach but not like that your my best friend but id like never go out with you..and as for him picking me up im not gonna tell him to stop or w/e i mean i think its sweet and i gave him a hug so what thats not acting stupid!...i felt soo bad today....i love my friends and i dont want zach to be hurt but i dont want to give up gavin ...is that selfish?? he told me at the end of the day AFTER telling like all the 9th grade girls about it!! im pissed about that!.GOD!...but he was like i dont care if you go out wit gavin i mean...i do but i cant stop you and you being happy is more important than me goin out with you...i was i bit happier then he was like....just never let me see you guys together!...i am always around zach! hes always there! how can i not see gavin and have zach not there...and he like dont ask him to the banquet either i want you to go wit tme...i would have never went with him in the frienst place but telling everyine that i asked way to early and that it was stupid make me feel like shit!...but i dont know what to do....basicly zach wants me to coose him or gavon and i dont want to...i like/love gavin and zach is my best friend...i mean how is this fair?...noone said it was suppoed to be fair im sure its hard for him to but you know?? its just im so confussed right now..i dont want to give either of them up...

well if you actuallly read all of that then THANK YOU SO MUCH! that means alot to me!...and if you commented and gave advice your my hero!...well i got to go thank you all peace out..
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