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Sunday, May 8, 2005

   Wishful Thinking
SoOo I got back yesterday to find that the computer was down and had been down for 24 hours... we just now got it back.it was horrible.

i got back from the trip the first thing i said whn i got home was dont go threw my things and dont ask about the trip til tomorrow... so tomorrow came and mother asked how was the trip... well i hated the trip it was horrible...i wasnt with sarah the chaparon let me go with other groups but i went with Zach's group for the day just to be ignored by everyone!like noone talked to me so i thought everyone was mad at me for something i did or something... so the next day rolled around... im still thinking that everyones mad and im angry so i got with the girls for the day and dont talk to me best friends i hated that day because i was still mad and they thought i was mad at them so at the end of the day i said forget it and went up and asked what their problem was... it was all a misunderstanding they werent mad at me...and one the 3rd day well yea *sighs* it got alittle better i guess... then i got home and the first thing mother said to me if you better end whatever you have with you and gavin or i will end it for you...and said if i dont i wil never see him again... so.. sadly and weirly trying to ask him if he will wait for me...wait until im 16 and my mom will allow him and i... this is hard... i dont want to loose another person..but then again... i think Jenny had a good idea...being alone and all... it would be alot easier... sooo much easier than dealing wit it all.... i miss her though ....i miss her sooooo much...

i cried pritty mucha ll day today... i tried to stop but i couldnt... my eyes still burn from it..but i dont care anymore... everything i had is either leaving or being ripped away...

i got to go ...peace out
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