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Thursday, October 6, 2005


   Someday..
telling people how you feel
is the hardest thing you'll have to do...
knowing your being cut off from everyone
is the toughest thing you'll go through...
bottled up know one knows
just smile and everything is fine..
go on with your daily routine
slowly dying inside
one tendent at a time
is cut off from breathing..
yet you go on
traviling the same rode over and over again...
leaving blood stains on the ground
its almost like hanzel and gretel..
dont cry
dont whimpper
thats a sign of emotion
they only get in the way
let people think you are fine
smile everyday and noone will ask..
someday they'll find you face down
and blame themsleves
for the little hint you didn't mean to drop....

uhm getting ready to go to the hospital and all... fun fun! i haet doctors.. even though mine really nice and all.. i still despise him.. i still dont wanna go to school.. thought are going through my head at this moment that shouldn't... man.. i was in so much pain last night and i donno why.. it wasnt my back just shooting pains everywhere to the point it brought tears to my eyes.. it kept me up all night i donno im fine now and i was fine yesrday i donno where they came from nor why they came.. but i hope they dont come back....

i have to go... how are you all?

P.S- Jen if you read this no the poems not about you and no i wasn't mad yeserday just... i donno... i was listening but it didnt really affect me and thats why i seemed aggitated.. i wasnt mad at you.. only myself... lylas allways and forever... you should know that....

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