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Tuesday, October 18, 2005


What I really ment to say.. Is im sorry for the way i am
::sighs:: hey everyone.. sorry i havent been updating everyday.. schools getten harder heh... but yea i will try to get to y'alls site tonight but sorry if i miss you.. i still have a load of hw to do... gah!... schools getting to be its normal low again.. as always things are going downhil... everyone in houghton is getting old... im tired of them all... all their smiles fake laughs and how they care... i wish no one cared for me... it wold make it so much easier to... fall of the face of the earth... i donno what up with me now a dayz... i feel so... hostile? i see people in the hall.. people i dont even know.. and i hate them i start to plot their demise and everything... maybe its because they look so happy... i donno... oh well.. i lied to some of my best friends so today for a "good" reason but i feel bad now.. im conpomlating telling eric what really happend with the "muffin" heh.. but i donno... i dont want him to get even.. madder at me.. well i think hes mad... i donno he dont act like it sometimes but other times he looks like he could kill me... i feel horrible... ::sighs:: life is just huge cycle you have a good streak then all of a suden you are sinking again and cant get out until something good happens again then the visious cycle starts over again.. untill you die... i just wish the death part would come sooner....

i hope you all are fairing better than i..

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