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Monday, November 28, 2005

yea... hmm
..yea so i guess i can't really complain about my vacation nothing bad happed.. nothing good heppend though. just trying to come down from the vacation high and getting ready for tomorrows bullshit. i hate it. i wish i was different.. sometimes i think id be easier to become one of them.. but... its no use at all. they'd know. i cant be perfect all the freakin time.

not just about school though. i dont think mother got the job i was soo hopeing for. good thing for her.. now she can stay here and point out all my flaws and yell some more. last night after jen left she commented on my attitude... some the the convo.. the bits i remember..

mom- freakin is a bad word!its JUST as bad as the REAL thing! i was soo shocked when i heard you say that!!! AND another thing! whats all this "i will do it later" and "i hate HW evil school" thing? huh? answer me! i pay good goddamn money to put you in this school! the least you can do is shut up and deal with it! i dont care what you do! how you vent! you WILL come home and do your hw with a forced smile! and as far as the frekin goes! i do not want that to come outta your mouth again!

me(after listening to all this*tuneing out some of it*)- OMG! i supposed to be perfect huh? im not FREAKIN! god here! ok? i can't ALWAYS be your angel!

*both pause*

me- screw it.. i dont need this....

mom-* stern stare and sigh*

me- you know your a crappy mother when one of your kids comits suicide 2 others are alcoholics by age 15 and one is sooo screwed up on every drug imaginable PLUS the youngest (me) on her way to sefl destruction

god.... i wish she would die... honestly... it would gimme a good reason not to be in the shit hole of a place....


*sighs* sorry everyone..
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