myOtaku.com: dark angel 2009

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Birthday
• 1990-05-26
Gender
• Female
Location
• Wonderlan
Member Since
• 2004-09-14
Occupation
• Messing things up
Real Name
• Laur

Personal

Achievements
• I'm still living aren't I?
Anime Fan Since
• 2004
Favorite Anime
• Chrono Crusade, FMA, Wolf's Rain, Naruto, Inuyasha, FF, Hellsing, Neon Genisis Evangelion erm... theres prolly more..
Goals
• Live through today
Hobbies
• Talking *ha* Listening to people hangin out wiht friends, jus haveing fun
Talents
• People say I have many latent qualities that I don't see...

myOtaku.com: dark angel 2009

Sunday, April 9, 2006

Well Well.. My god..
Oh goodness goodness... Yesterday was an interesting day. Can't say it was bad.... persay. I got upset alot though. I was with my boyfriend for his birthday. He got me flowers, he's the best.... But yeah, He wasn't in the best mood ever today, we took him sis back to her college and hung out there for a lil. His mother wouldn't leave him alone.. *since I've been gone, alot of things have happend* His mother, well she thinks I'm a whore who's going to seduce her son before he goes off to college *which is in like.... god like the 18th 19th er seomthing* so, she puts a choking cerfu on him and all... if twere me I'd say fuck it fuck you, I don't care... but It's not and I'm not to rational when it comes to things like this... He's being smart I guess and I can't blame him. But yea... we talked on the way home and I just... blah I broke down and started to cry... I've not cried infront of anyone in.. atleast 3 years... I hate letting people see me cry, but I couldn't help it... I was holding back all day... all week, I was either at the point of break down or destruction, self combistion BOOM! ya know? heh.. but yea... we pulled into Dunkin Doughnuts and he held me... I love him.... I really honestly do..... god... I don't know what I'm going to do when he goes away... It's just like.... I donno.... everyones leaveing.... everyone you know.. and it's no ones fault but mine. people say I don't show enough emotion er w.e I don't say I appriciate them enough, I just want you all to know... even if I don't say nething, Even if I don't reture the hug, the favor, the call... I do really care.. emotion is something I really have to work on... I donno... I just.. I just don't want to be hurt again.. and If something happens... I don't know... Just... I would give up... things happen soo much in my life... and its the same with everyone, "I love you, I used you, I'm leaving" or " You don't care about me, You're not a good friend, You're never there for me"... I wish i could fucking be perfect..... but w.e... I'm done rambling.. I don't even know what I'm really saying nemore... I'm soory to like dump on you guys, you have enough to handle w/o me....

BTW, you guys should check out lostsoulsbeware and add him as a friend, very awesome guy right there ^_^

yea.. but How are you all?..
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