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Friday, March 11, 2005


in loving memory
hi guys it been so long... huh times have been harsh on me but i wont go into it. i dont want the weak hearted people to hear even if it will do them good, im to weak my self to tell the story with out tear shed.... anyways i just wanted to say hi. and .... okay damn you all! most of my friens are 15yrs and older... my best friends boy friend went off with one of my other friends. this has been going on for a while with out anyone know until my best friend found out. we all got into a fight. i have no clue how i got wraped up in it. every one thought i knew everything that was going on. my best friend after a while couldnt handel it a guess and commited suicide. and later a few days after that some of my other friend after this were in a car comming back from a party and crashed all four of them died!1 i was there at the party too which made me fell worse! i think im going to go insane! huh... our shcool had our flag at half mast. wow after typing all that i feel i lil bit better... well thanks for your time. it just that i neede to tell someone anyone! just call me a dependant fool.im just too needed noy that i look at my self in the mirror....god im such an ASS! FUCK! sometimes i wish i was never born but it was because i had my friends to help me through but now ,most of my dear dear friends are gone! i tell you that im this close to crying! FUCK IT! but i told my friends that i never cry so im going to do that.

fort fate fill us all we dwell and wollow but what will that ever do? you showed me kindness and real friendship but now that your gone what do i do? i need you i wish that you would come back i wish you never left. but what is done is done. no matter how hard it is you have to look to the futer. away from thoses hurtful memories to realize the truth. even as i look toward i will keep all the memories and scrap peices of us and others so life can be that much easier to live through knowing that you are watching over me. i lopve you and will always.

in loving memory.

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