Wednesday, November 15, 2006

overwhemlming emptiness
really sux when some1 you love pretty much complety breaks away from you when your feelings for each build. its cruel and pointless, especially when all you've ever done is care for him. oh well life goes on, and life keeps piling on the pain. and if i ever make a stupid mistake of dating some1 online again, plz shoot me. sux even more cuz im forcing myself to date some1 when im not ready, but its the only way to help me leave him. im sure no1's gonna read this so o well....cheese. i just need to get it out *slams head on desk*
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it ends tonight-all american rejects.....only non-annoying song of theirs
meh >< feel like i can relate to a bit of this one does anyone else feel like the internet has fucked up their life? or relationships in general?



Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can’t explain myself at all.
And all that wants
And all that needs
All I don’t want to need at all.

The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight
It ends tonight.

A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can’t explain what you can’t explain.
Your finding things that you didn’t know
I look at you with such disdain

The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

[Chorus]
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight will make this right
It’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

Now I’m on my own side
It’s better than being on your side
It’s my fault when your blind
It’s better that I see it through your eyes

All these thoughts locked inside
Now you’re the first to know

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Monday, September 11, 2006

story me and sesshomadue made
me and him alternated on words so yea it was awsome!


The matress shit beside your telephone. Then then Sesshomadude lit Sandy on water. Buttcheeks smell ductape and Santa. Dark DRagon stabbed Shirl cuz she a bitch. Who eats testicles from KFC. Sesshomadude is sexy. Pip sucks vacuums when he potatoes his nuts on prostitutes with Michael Jackson clones. Fire missles to Ohio brining candy and AIDs. Muscles are sexy and tasty,WTF. Cheese is up George asshole with Jim. Doodoo duh dah dudu dar deh dum diddly do dip der der dink dipple doob duuby dun. SWords are sexy like Raffi with cookie dough boy xilophone. Peanut butter rocks my boobies. Oranges taste funky like midgets with BBQ saucew on Sesshomadude and Dark DRagon. Chocolaty vagina goodness, triming explosive nipples covered in soy sauce.
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Tuesday, September 5, 2006

been busy
wow havnt been here in awhile.hm. so um hows evey1 been? me, getting better. stopped cutting myself ^^ yay ^^ all thanx to great help from sesshomadude, who i talk to alot ^^ yay! Sesshomadude!! ^^ *hugs him tight* yay!

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Wednesday, July 19, 2006

   LADIES, TREAT YOURSELVES!! AND GET RID OF BORDOMNESS!
im really bored...but not really cuz im tlaking to sesshomadude, one of my bestest buddies in the whole world! ^_^ oh! then one nite i got to tlak to my bro, JaganshiHiei he rox ^_^

if you're ever bored here are fun thigs to do ^^
1)go skinny dipping
2)stare at lint
3)tame ants and then create and army of them
4)think about WHAT YOU COULD DO TO STOP BEING BORED
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also! ladies, pamper yourself!
1)gather some candles and bubble bath stuff
2)get every1 to leave you the hell alone and take a candle light bubble bath
3)get out after at least an hour and get something to snack on that you dont need to make
4) light candles in your room watch tv or listen to music and relax!
5)also wear a face mask and make sure you put on lotion

hahahaha! its fun and very relaxing ^-^
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Tuesday, July 11, 2006

   PLZ HELP!
Usfbeefburger is my online bro and he's a bit hurt right now, so if you could, plz plz plz!!! go and drop by his site. ^-^ try and make him feel better. i would appreciate it a lot. and im sure he would also! so go visit him! now!!!

and also simpleplanluver, she's not feeling all that great either, so go stop by her site to and try to cheer her up! and if you wont do it for me, do it for them! thanx!
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Friday, June 16, 2006

VACATION!!
YAY! i went to another stae...on plane!!! if ne1 cares i'll b home the 26 and can get on more often..i think...i hope
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Sunday, June 11, 2006

   SKINNY DIPPING!!! YAY!!! FUN!!!
well..me and my 2 friends were planning on going skinny dipping when we went camping...but we couldnt cuz of the stupid park rangers at the lake..but oh well..we'll do it next time! ha! it was fun!...so we went half skinny dipping...while it was in broad daylight and other ppl were swimming lol ^_^ im crazy! u have to do something crazy like that at least once ok! geez! but we did other stuff too...like stealing wood from ppl for our camp fire..hee hee it was fun! ha ha and then i called seeshomadude crying my eyes out cuz i was listening to sad love songs soo...yea i just wanted to talk my budd 4 comfort..it was funny and my eyes hurt so bad..i cried for like 3 hours...no exagerating. lol ^_^ l8rs!its 3 23 im the morning!

much luvs
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Wednesday, May 17, 2006

   1st year anniversary!!!
yay! the 15th was mine and sesshomadudes 1st year anniversary of our freindship! yay!! not much time to post damn ><
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Tuesday, May 9, 2006

hello!
just in case ne1 stops by...ill fix my profile soon...and if u know Daff-power or JaganshiHiei tell them i say hi ^^
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