Thursday, December 7, 2006

poems i made about some1(wont mention names)
BEFORE:

Chained Heart

I feel like I have a chained heart,
Because this distance is tearing me apart.
I feel like I'm stuck in a dream,
I love you so much I want to scream.
My heart feels like it's chained down,
I'm lost when you're not around.
When you say you love me happy is all I feel,
Then I know that our love is real.
I'll write this poem so you can hear me say,
I will always love you every day.
But this distance tears me apart,
Leaving me with a chained down heart.
My love for you is very strong,
I know you won't ask me to wear a thong.
I'm glad you were able to make me believe,
And I'm happy to know you love me.
So even with this chained down heart,
Our love will never fall apart.
Weather we're friends or more than that,
I love you, that's a fact.
Don't worry about this chained heart of mine,
I'll keep you there so I'll be fine.
This distance keeps me a little blue,
Just remember, I'll always love you.


MY FEELINGS NOW:

Empty

I constantly feel empty inside,
The hole in my heart growing deeper and deeper.
I will never find the help I need.
It's not just in my mind,
The pain I feel is real.
I want to be alone.
But it's not the way to go.
I need someone to fill this hole in my heart.
I can't do it, if I can not trust.
Quickly I fall into depression.
I can't eat, I can't sleep.
My mind my heart, my stomach,
They all fall apart.
And then comes the thought of suicide.
The pain is so bad I'd rather die.
I cut to bring relief,
But the promises I break.
I want the pain to end,
But its not meant to be.
There is no one out there who will love me?
Will I ever let anyone reach my heart?
So confused,
So much pain.
Will I ever feel real again?
The pain hurts,
And my world turns.
It turns upside down,
And in my pain I will drown.
I'm slowly dying,
I'm silently crying.
My mind wanders,
Wondering where to go.



yeeeeeaa...this so called "love" is a bitch

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