Sunday, April 23, 2006

An Angel's Lost Love part16
She's back home,
she gets to talk to her friend once again,
as she flys around,
she sees some thing that reminds her that the love for that guy,
will never be returned,
she groes cold again,
she stands there,
mostionless,
thoughtless,
just looking there.

Then she talks to thats guy,
she's happy to talk to him again,
remembering what she saw,
she sadens,
but is still happy,
happy to talk to him once more,
after a few minutes,
she has to go,
as she flys away,
she is sad,
knowing that she still wants to talk to him,
she just flys,
and flys on her way.




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Thursday, April 20, 2006

An Angel's Lost Love part15
Love,
"love is to have the choice to kill,
but not doing it"
Thats what love is,
no matter what happens,
your there,
you care,
no matter how mad you get at them,
you sill forgive them,
showing that there is nothing wrong,
that everythingg is ok,
protecting,
looking over,
being able to talk and not to worry that they are going to betray you,
being in love,
is also being a good friend,
but more,
listening,
sharing,
love has its own list of things,
BUt love is that enturnal feeling,
that feeling thats is strong and everlasting,
well no everlasting sometimes,
so much feeling,
trust,
comes out of "Love",
this is a feling,
that people are scared of,
but if you trust your heart,
it will lead you right to oyour love,
and your own meanning of love.
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An Angel's Lost Love part14
Love,
"the choice to kill but not doing so"

Thats what love is,
one little word with a big meanning,
Loving her two loves,
but them not loving them back,
but there friends,
good friends,
knowing that she can trust them,
knowing she can talk to them,
she loves them,
she wants them,
Love,
yes,
she's in love,
in love with the fellow and that guy,
But more in love with that guy,
she enjoys being around them,
enjoying every moment of the time she spends with them,
the good times she has with the guy,
the good and the bad times with the fellow,
the funny moments,
the sad moments,
the happy moments,
the depressing ones,
and the hyper times too,
she loves them,
she cares for them,
as she thinks,
she smiles,
memories come back,
feelings grow stronger,
her wings get lighter.

Even tho she's happy,
she can't forget about the pain,
the damage her first love has done,
but she's still happy,
not regreting that love,
because she knows,
that he just made her stronger inside.

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Sunday, April 16, 2006

hey ppl!
i no i haven't been adding much of my story lately but i haven't been in the mood to type that much! and i'm not adding story today since it's easter! and HAPPY EASTER!!!!!!
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Thursday, April 13, 2006

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this is not part of the story!!!!!!!!!!!
i just have 1 thing to say!!!!!!!!!!!!! STOP ASKING ME IF I WROTE THIS!!!!!!! THIS IS ALL 1000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000% CDDElric1221's writing! and i'm CDDElric1221!

well sorry about that ^^' i just go tried of ppl asking me that! so ya sorry ^^' cya later n_n
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An Angel's Lost Love part13
Time passes,
the pain still hurts,
She's going on a trip with friends and family,
This trip gives her time,
time to think.

She thinks about her passed love,
her current lovs,
she remebers her passed love,
her first love,
how she loved him,
and in return he hated her,
she remebers the pain,
the sadness,
the friendly voice,
the hated words,
she rembers how happy she was,
how sad she felt,
the feeling of having someone to talk to,
the pain and sadness of how he just turned the pain back on to her........
she remebers it all..............
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Tuesday, April 11, 2006

An Angel's Lost Love part12
Flying over to that guy,
she sits next to him under a tree,
the sun is shinning,
the breeze is soft,
She's happy to be with him.

He seems happy,
no....he's joyed,
She asks why,
he tells her,
He and his girlfriend are happy and in love,
"in love...in love"
these 2 words go through her mind,
her heart brakes,
it shatters into little glass pieces,
As fragel as her heart was,
it's now gone,
broken into little shards of glass,
her smile is lost,
she growsa cold inisde,
The one she loved,
is in love with someone else,
her smile is lost,
the darkness on her heart takes over,
her wings darken into a dark shade of black,
pained,
toren,
broken,
shattered,
is how she feels,
she wants him,
she lost him,
He not knowing how she feels,
She flys on,
what is found is now lost,
what was good is now bad,
she wants to cry,
But, she is not able too,
She wants to talk to her oen-san,
but is not able too,
she just flys on,
dark wings,
sad eyes,
lost mind,
and depressed feelings,
what was a sunny day,
is now dark and cold,
she flys on,
depressed,
lonly,
cold,
confused,
and heart broken,
"One can not get one's love,
if that love,
Loves someone else",
This repets over and over in her mind.



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Friday, April 7, 2006

An Angel's Lost Love part11
After a while she flys off,
depressed,
sad,
towrn,
confused,
wings darken,

She flys off and sits in a tree and just looks up at the moon,
Wanting an answer for all her questions,
wanting gudicen,
wanting a response,
As she looks up at the moon,
she feels one with the moon,
As if they were connected some how,
Looking,
Thinking,
Fighting,
Wanting to find the answer she's looking for,
Searching,
Looking,
Wondering.
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Wednesday, April 5, 2006

An Angel's Lost Love part10
(sorry i haven't posted in a while! i have been busy! so yay sorry and i am in the middle of changing the theme of my site to black roses! so ya! i hope u like it n_n)
Smileing by day,
fighting an enturnal battle by night,
wanting to cry,
but doesn't,
keeping that promis alivie,
Not sheadqing a tear,
the battle gets more forceful,
memories come back,
sacrs reopening,
wings darkening,
All this is going on while talking to that guy,
the guy that she loves so dearly,
but not telling her true feelings,
AS she talks to him,
she tells him about the battle raging inside of her,
she tells him that she wants to cry,
But, her feelings for him grow stronger,
but her wings darken,
knowing he will never feel the same way that she feels about him,
Telling him that some feelings are not ment to be said,
she wants him,
but knowing she'll never have him,
The battle grows fearsful,
she wants to tell him how she feels,
but there is something holding her back from telling him.


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