Monday, April 3, 2006

An Angel's Lost Love part9
She flys on,
and meets up with some of her friends,
Friends the doesn't car if she's an angel or not,
But they care on how good of a friend she is,
Laughing,
Playing,
Helpinh,
Sharing screts,
Fun times,
Forgiving,
Always there,
Caring,
and aceptting for who they are,
not caring what they look like or their race,
always there,
protecting.

This are what a real friend is,
not jugeding,
but willing to care and help and forgive.
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Sunday, April 2, 2006

An Angel's Lost Love part8
She keeps her identiy hiden,
fearing they will band her,
She shows who she truly is to few,
knowing they will not band her,
one day while flying around,
she sees the friend from a while back,
she flys over there to find out why he hates her,
As she hides that she is an angel,
he just tells her,
as she ask "Hi, why do you hate me?",
he answers "Your an angel."
"I hate angels," he says.
At this point she has no choice but to revile herself,
She just startes to fly away in anger,
Her wings don't darken,
But some of the feathers,
start to turn red,
Red as in angeer.

As she flys away,
all she can think about is how much she hates him,
But, what angers her the most,
is that before he knew that,
HE thought that she was a great person,
and a wonderful compaion,
and he liked her too,
But now that he finds out she's an angel everything changes,
Hate fills her mind,
Knowing that what ever she does,
There are still going to be people like that,
She flys away in hate.
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An Angel's Lost Love part7
With that fellow not that guy,
she finally confess how she feels about him,
even tho he dosen't feel the same way,
they are still friends,
nothing has changed between them,
But now shw feels more open and truthful to herself.

But, that guy that she has a lot in common with,
Is too much like her,
But, she still likes him,
One day when she was depressed,
and she told him,
when she said sorry for her depressionness,
he just told her that as long as she doesn't hurt or kill herself,
eveything is ok.

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An Angel's Lost Love part6
As time gose on,
that friend that turned her down,
is now asking her again,
she thinks about this,
she remembers how he,
moved on the next day,
As she thinks this,
she addresses this to him again.
After a few days,
She says yes,
but she is just saying yes for the fun of it,
After about a few weeks,
after she says yes,
She starts to relize,
that she dowsn't even love him,
she wants to leave him,
But there was something,
that was keeping her from doing that,
But then one day,
the day she starts to question herself about him,
He now tells her to leave and go away,
But, her wings don't darken at all,
But she is angered,
Because of one of the reasons he left her,
But she really doesn't care,
And she flys on,
with that same smile that she had on her face before she talked to him.

On that same day,
she flys on and talks to that fellow tha she has a liking for,
In some way he manages to help in his own way,
Making her smile brighter and her wings lighter.

AS she flys on,
she meets this guy,
but this guy is a guy,
that so happenes to have a lot in common with her,
She enjoys talking to him,
She has a liking to him,
But it also confuses her a bit,
Because as much as they have incommon with each other,
she likes him but it's not as strong as the liking for that fellow,
But she doesn't care,
All she knows is that she is happy,
and enjoys talking to both of them.



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Saturday, April 1, 2006

An Angel's Lost Love part5
A while back,
She meets a fellow,
she finds a liking to him,
As time goes on,
As they talk to one another,
Her liking grows stronger,
Knowing thaht her feelings for him will never be returned,
She doesn't care,
but still cares,
With fun times,
And sad times,
Their still friends,
While he doesn't know it,
She cares for him more then he cares about her,
She knowing this,
She doesn't care,
AS long as nothing happens to him,
She's alright,
She is willing to give her life for him,
AS she is willing to do the same for her friends and family,
AS every time she talks to him or thinks about him,
One thing goes through her mind:
"One can not gets one's love.If that love, loves someone else."

Even tho this pains her to think,
She smiles as her wings darken,
Her wings darken because,
she knows that her feelings will never be returned,
And the love of just having him as a friend is good enough,
Thats why she smiles.


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Friday, March 31, 2006

An Angel's Lost Love part4
As time goes on,
she recovers,
Always having a bright smile,
and a warm heart.
Her friends are close,
But, their bond is closer,
wings still stained with black,
But, from her smile you can never tell that she was sad,
The pain still burns inside her,
sometimes word that are said by her friends,
hurt and her wings darken.
But,she just smiles and moves on,
to keep her friends happy,
But,deep inside the word burn,
Them,never knowing this,
She just looks on,
Sometimes she stays quite,
Just looking on,
watching on.

As she flys on,
She thinks,
and thinks,
As she is thinking,
HEr thoughts take over her mind,
Not caring but still caring,
he painful thought,
takes over,
what all was good is now bad,
what was found is now lost,
thinking somewhat depresses her,
as she thinks and flys her wings darken.
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An Angel's Lost Love part3
As time goes on,
She slowly recovers,
Her wings goes back to that shade of black,
not pure black,
But a shade of black,
Her smile returnes,
Not as bright as before,
But bright enough.

Then one day,
While walking,
She finds a friend,
He finds an intrest in her,
She doesn't, but only as a friend,
He asks her,
She says yes,
While still feeling the pain from her last love,
She doesn't care,
She seees this a chance to try sommething new,
Sh's happy about this,
But not too happy, but stilled joyed,
Her wings bright up a bit,
Then the next day,
She's joyed to talk to him,
But as soon as she starts to talk to him,
He turns her down,
Broken again,
but not sad,
There still friends,
But still not the same,
Her wings darken,
But her smile stays bright.
(author's note: when it says "he asked her" meaning that she asked her out to be his gf and when it says "he turned her down" meaning that he dumped her so yaya just to claer that up 4 any1 who didn't understand n_n)



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Thursday, March 30, 2006

An Angel's Lost Love part2
The feeling of never having one's love,
As she fades into the darkness
never to come back,
Then a shinning light with a friendly
hand comes out to save her and pull
her out of the darkness,
With kind and gentel words he makes
her feel special and wanted.
Her once bright smile,
returns even brighter,
she finds herself filled with joy and happyness.
That onec sad angel that flew around
with black wings,
Has now found herself happy and joyful
with wings as pure as white has returend.


Then one day he tells her that he
is going away for a few days.
With love and hope shimering within her eyes,
she doesn't worry that anything
will change between them.
As time passes on her hope and love for him just gets stronger.
She waits for her love to come back,
waiting that wonderful day when she hears his voice again.
Then the wonderful day arrives,
he returnes,
With joy she flys and spins
up into the air.
But,as time goeson,
their relationship changes,
As time goes by her heart starts to
fell with doubt,
Which once she knew as kind and gentel word,
is now replaced with anger and hate,
AS she still loves him but he doesn't,
but insted he hates her,
Her wings slowly fade back in to a shade of black,
But, she still has hope but yet filled with doubt,
Then on a dredful day,
her wings turn pure black,
Anger in evey word he said
Hate is the only thing he is saying,
"I hate you, i really never loved you" words he said,
They rip her heart in half,
and into pieces never to be put back together,
This dred day happened only 2 days after her B-day,
She doesn't cry because she made an oath not to cry.
But, it still pains,
and pains her a lot.
Now that once happy and joyful angel with pure white wings, is back,
With pure black wings,
a broken heart,
confused and lost,
And back in that dark lonly hole where she stays in darkness..................This is the pain of an angel's lost love.

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Wednesday, March 29, 2006

An Angel's Lost Love part1
(Authors note:This is the moment u all have been waiting 4! the story! well yay ^^' and don't worry its will not be the only thing i write! 4 sum reason i have been puting angels in a bunch of my thoughts! and in a frw of my drewings too! so enjoy! the story! An Angel's Lost Love!)
~Intro~



The pain od a lost love,never fading, never disapering.Yhe feeling of a deep hole in your heart,never to be refilled.The pain of never feeling that love's touch.The lost apin that never to go away. And you wait there waiting for all this pain to go away.The pain just grows stronger as you wait never to be freed from your soul but to just keep growing. Waiting,waiting,waiting never fading.Just the pain of a lost love.

Black wings.....rotting heart....cols soul.......dieing memories....fading times.....growing pains that never stop deep in your soul. Waiting just waiting for that love that would never come back............These are the pains of an angel's lost love.

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#20
Why do i feel
so lonly,
so misunderstood,
like if there was nobody to help me,
i'm lost in the darkness
with questions like,
Who am i?
An i lost?
Do i belong?
Why am i here?
These questions fell my head unanswered,
Will somebody help me?
Will somebody come save me?
i scream these works into the darkness
but, all i hear is silence
Can you help me?
Will you save me?
Will i find what i'm looking for?
Or will i find darkness?
(plz comment and this is the last of the "pomes" now i'm going to start to post my story "An Angel's lost love" 4 ppl who read it there r sum things that i added and stuff and remember this is a never ending story that i no of ^^' so yaya)
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