Wednesday, September 8, 2004

   I'm sick

I'm sick and I don't want to be, eventhough when I am dizzy it is kind of fun... and it's even in the summer also.. I am hot enough without a fever
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Monday, August 30, 2004

   Nothing
you can hope, you can beg
you can't control anything
all you can do is pray,
for what's to come
All you can do is wish
You still don't know what's going to happen
You never know when you will die
It's so hard knowing you can die at anytime
Anywhere
You have to do as much as you can before them
Take risks, take chances
Life is beautiful, you never know when it will end
Don't be stupid, don't be dumb
Love what there is to be loved
Be free, not locked up
Anything can happen
Never knowing..
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Sunday, August 22, 2004

.........

I know what could happen
All the pain there is to come
It's all so dumb
I can't hide forever
I don't want it to happen to me
The key was burnt
I know I'm lost
What can I do
I have to pay the cost
I want him to stay
But what can I say..
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Friday, August 13, 2004

What's Friday the 13th to you?

Is it good luck, bad luck, or just a regular day to you?
I think it's both good and bad.. But that's just me... I think bad is good to me... nothing is as bad as my life, and I learned to love my life, for bad and good.. I feel a lil empty, but who cares, and plus, I can be emotionless... ok, back to the question... Good, Bad, or just normal?
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Wednesday, August 11, 2004

   I donno

I feel torn up, like I have no life, and like I don't exist, My soul hurts, I don't know what to do.. people ignore me, people hate me, and yet I'm still here..
The only people I have left are gone.. I'm all alone.. But.. I'm not.. One person left, I hope he doesn't leave me.. I hope, he doesn't destroy me, I hope I ahve someone to hold together my heart, and soul.. I can't take it anymore.. I feel like crying, I feel like screaming.. He is here, I know he is.. I hope he never leaves.. I'd die without him..
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Friday, August 6, 2004

   Why

...eh...hi.... I've been a little busy lately.. When I run either I'm out of breath and I can't breath, or my feet hurt and I can't feel my legs to run.. *sigh* why not none or both? sheesh.. Well, the other day I got cotton mouth... I hated it..now I am finished talking about my problems, and can move on with my life..
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Wednesday, July 28, 2004

   If you had to pick, what.....

If you had to pick your favorite day, with your favorite time of the way, what would it be, and why...
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Sunday, July 25, 2004

   I thought


I thought my life was over
Until I saw you
You were there for me until you left
I wish you were here
Right by me
You had to go, and leave me be
I wish you were here
I miss you so much
But what could I do?
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