Saturday, January 3, 2004

Grrrrr!

Gary! Mo' fo'!!! He won't leave me alone! Stop calling me you idiot! I haven't ever spoken to you and you still hone me!!!! I just went to unreal and the vloody bastard starts trying to be friendly (this was about 5 months ago BTW) I tell him to piss off and subtly gesture him to leave (in other words i gave him a zap sign) so, he backs off and starts talking to Natalie (Zaida, you know what Natalie's like!) Natalie made friends even after she saw me turn him away. So ignore him for the three or so hours that we played (i would have stayed longer but natalie goes there for the guys..... who ultimately make friends with her and go for me!!!!! Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!) anyway, predictably he had nothing better to do than stare over my shoulder while i played (thus disrupting my game!!!! i kept dying because the little s**t thought he could tutor me on how to play) and i became intensely more irritated..... then (as fate would have it) natalie had to cancel her last half hour to go home (lift problems.... no i don't own a car primey..... SA kids wait til they're 18 to drive..... yup we're pretty sheltered here). So she left me! She left me with that..... that...... oooooooh! he makes me so mad I can't express the hatred i harbour within me! Then he started asking me personal questions (gross!!!!!!!) i got so fed up (my score was about 1 kill and 27 deaths!) I'd been ignoring him for an hour, when I just turned around and asked what he wanted.... that's when he fed me the 'a girl like you would never go out with a guy like me" line..... how low can you go? I swear I felt so angry! What was i supposed to do? I had to give him my number..... I felt so bad (at that time i still had a bit more humanity left in me) I insulted him, ignored him, asked him nicely even.... he still won't leave me alone...... I'm sick of it..... I hate men........ (sigh) Ugh......

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   Thanks Primey

Thanks Primey, you make me smile... not a normal empty smile.... a genuine meaningful smile. Thanks. I'm still stoked that you quoted me.... he he he, i was thinking of using that as a line in DragonballSA.... oh well, over it..... i am so stupid...... thanks for cheering me up primey... you and zedstef are great..... zedstef....... (sigh).... I'm so stupid........

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   I had to do this again

I like having this on my site. This gif is nice... It cheers me up slightly... I feel like an idiot for entering that post...... oh well. No matter.... You are Squall! A lone wolf with the weight of the world on your shoulders, you may not communicate your feelings to your friends, but you are a true friend to those you are close to. In spite of your hesitance to warm up to people, you're likely one hot number in the eyes of the opposite sex. Take the Final Fantasy 8 Test here!

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Friday, January 2, 2004

   Self-oriented

I think I am turning into a selfish closed up shell of a person..... the only person that keeps me alive (in the figurative sense of the word) is zedstef..... thanks for being there..... I've said that alot but I can't stress it enough. Could you email me a little more often though, I am feeling a bit isolated from humanity. primey, are you missing me? He he he, i read your comments to zedstef ^_^ I feel so needed! Hey zedstef, Ryan joined! Shame man! Is he artistic or does he just like being around you? Cute! Puppy love...... well, I don't really know how old he is.... (Ha ha, Ryan if you read this, I'm sorry!!! Nobody knows who you are anyway). I am so cruel! Well, anyway, I had a very bad day today..... well, not bad (I know bad, trust me) it was just annoying. I had my grandmother ushering me around the whole day and nagging (I mean serious nagging here... the kind of derisive, guilt-invoking nagging that can make a person cry!) me to death. Argh! My room was dirty (floor needed sweeping) so she went on for hours and hours about how I could never live in Australia because I'm lazy and I would never clean up after myself!!!! If only she knew!!! Let me just say in my defence that the room is so tiny I can't fit anything in it... so there's bound to be clutter. I can't fit my shoes anywhere so they go under the bed (much the the mortification of my poor, frail grandmother!) and my computer also squeezes in here so I have disks and cords lying everywhere and the printer is such an annoyance!!! Piece of poo doesn't even work properly! I mean i feel so unappreciated, i clean his house for him and I get into trouble for having an unsweeped floor. Oh well, my poor gran. She's coming to check on me and make sure I'm not on the net.... which I am..... but that's not the point. The point is...... damn, i forget........ I hate it when that happens...... ok, so now this has officially become ranting because i have no purpose to what I'm saying..... hmmmmmmmm...... whatever..... ha ha ha, quite funny actually......... right then........ I'm bored..... i wish I could spend more time on the net, there's so much I want to do, but I'm a bit restricted (more like banned! I shouldn't even be on at all!) i think my grandparents are finally getting the idea that I am determined to study in Australia.... even if it means taking a make-up year...... I have low marks due to lack of motivation (I'm not making excuses, I just hate school so much that I don't even listen anymore...).

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Thursday, January 1, 2004

Grrrrrrrrrrr!!! Pervert!!!!!

I hate men!!!!!!!!!! Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!! I mean, there I was, just innocently doing my job (at the videostore if anyone didn't catch that) and this bloody idiot (to put it kindly) from steers next door walks in and starts hitting on me in front of my idiotic customers and my manager (the only nice one in the whole god-damn place, she doesn't judge people and she's sweet). I could have killed him but that moron is lucky the place was busy otherwise I would have lunged at him from across the counter and strangled him until his eyes bulged and he went unconcious.... no, i wouldn't have killed him, too many witnesses ;_;.... oh well... i just ignored him but he kept coming back. I could have killed him! he kept asking for my f'ing name and trying to chat me up! My manager wouldn't stop teasing me about it (my opinion of her would of dropped if she wasn't such a nice person... see, even I appreciate nice people ^_^) Westville people are so superficial..... oh, primey won't know Westville... that's my suberb... uh... how do you spell suberb? Oh well... I hate my job more than ever now. (sigh) well, at least i got paid extra this time.... it can go towards my phone bill.... i don't know how I can pay it off..... Primey! Buy me a scanner!!!!!!!!!!!!! i will be eternally indebted to you, pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaasse!!!!!!!! Rich people are such skintflints (he he he). Right Zedstf? how's Scott BTW? Still a jackass? Oh, I thought so. I was thinking alot today (bored... didn't feel like doing anything else) and I found my thoughts drifting toward FFVIII.... I was thinking about all the highlights, very nostalgic. So i've decided to dig out my old, trusty Playstation (yup i still own a PSone) and play the Ragnarok scene where Squall saves Rinoa.... adn maybe the end..... i have 16 saves devoted to moments in FFVIII, they're kind of like book marks if i want to go back and see a certain pointin the game. I think FFVIII is the best love story in an FF game.... yes much better than FFX I'm afraid... FFX's love story came very close to being corny..... but the moment where Tidus and Yuna are in Macalania forest and they have their little "chat" in the lake. that was so...... um, look for a better word than that merc ....... hmmm, ok I can't find a better word... it was "sweet".... there, that was another blonde moment. they still happen I'm afraid.... -_-........... Oh well, anyway... Final Fantasy VIII is just special. It will always remain my favourite Final Fantasy (that is.... unless they make a sequel?????). I suppose I can't really help being a little bit of a romantic at heart...Wow... long post........I have verbal diarreaoh... you'd think I would know how to spell that with all the trouble I've had in the past, eh zedstef? He he he! I am so stupid! he he he. Yup! HEY WORLD!!! OVER HERE!!!!!!! I HAD A RUNNY TUMMY FOR A WEEK!!!!!!!!!!! he he he, sorry man I had to get that off my chest.... it seems langoustines don't agree wiht me.... probably food poisening..... or spaco (he he he, don't tell anyone zedstef!!!!!!!!!). I'm hungry....... oh well as I always say.... "i have the appetite of a frickin' saiyan!" ;-D Hmmm... what else can I say? Zedstef, I hope you changed your password, if that jackass who accessed Zedstef's profile reads this, i will hunt you down, i will find out who you are and, when you're sleeping, I'll get you..... when you're least expecting it I will bring on da hurtin' and tear your limbs off wit my teeth, I'll rip off your gonads (if they're not internal) and throw your your scratched and severed remains to..... to... to a lion!!!!! Ja! We have lions in South Africa! Ja, they're everywhere! I'll just gooi them outside and the lions will eat them up!!!!! Mwa ha ha ha ha ha hahahahahaha! Mwa ha ha ha ha ha ahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!! (ahem).... was that a little over the top? I think so.... oh well. Be afraid little people.

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Wednesday, December 31, 2003

   That's it...

I am so peeved with this computer. It's given me such trouble lately. %$@$# @%$# @%$#%@@$#$ It did it again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! $^%#@ me! It did it again!!!!!!! Jus like!!! I am so angry it's gotten to the point that I've just gone numb. (sigh) Whatever..... Zaida, I am getting your emails, I just can't reply to them (reason mentioned above). Just use my email address, it's more.... um private (does this sound gay?) No I'm not lesbo but thank you for thinking that (if you were thinking it). I'm in a weird mood today (I think it's the after-rage feeling I get). Anyway, I won't be able to write a post 'til late tomorrow so don't wonder where I am (because you're sooo dependant on me! Ha ha!) Zedstef and Primey, you guys talk about how much you miss me (Primey she's going to say alot of things that aren't true so just ignore her if she's mean!). Zedstef, you must tell me when you submit something so I can vote a big fat NO for it, i'll vote a couple times, ok? Ha ha. I haven't really been able to check up on how my picture is doing, but I don't really care, all I want is suggestions on how I can make stuff better (And maybe a scanner from Primey ;-P~~~~), I just want criticism so if anyone (other than my only two readers) actually sees this then please be as cruel and harsh as possible (I mean whatever I say, so take me seriously..... well, maybe not the cockroach cult... but everything else!!!!). Seeya 'round guys, I'll be back tomorrow after 9pm South African time (I have to work on New Year's, well, I'm getting paid more than usual so it's fine. I would have worked on Christmas too if the shift hadn't been filled and my family weren't such strong Christians.... they're really into the family unity thing...... it sucks being agnostic, but I just can't believe........) Sawatdee, friend (he he, sorry Primey, I'm talking to Zedstef!)

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Tuesday, December 30, 2003

Disorder | Rating Paranoid: High Schizoid: Very High Schizotypal: Very High Antisocial: Moderate Borderline: Moderate Histrionic: Moderate Narcissistic: Moderate Avoidant: Moderate Dependent: Moderate Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate URL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv URL for more info: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/disorder_information2.html This is nice.... fine then, whatever. Thanks for the quiz Primey, I needed to do it, as you can see.... Schizoid People with schizoid personality disorder avoid relationships and do not show much emotion. They genuinely prefer to be alone and do not secretly wish for popularity. They tend to seek jobs that require little social contact. Their social skills are often weak and they do not show a need for attention or acceptance. They are perceived as humorless and distant and often are termed "loners." Schizotypal Many believe that schizotypal personality disorder represents mild schizophrenia. The disorder is characterized by odd forms of thinking and perceiving, and individuals with this disorder often seek isolation from others. They sometimes believe to have extra sensory ability or that unrelated events relate to them in some important way. They generally engage in eccentric behavior and have difficulty concentrating for long periods of time. Their speech is often over elaborate and difficult to follow.

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http://dbz.dragon-baby.org/iq/ten.html Sorry, but there's no way of showing you my results unless you see for yourself. I got top marks! He he! Well, this Dragonbaby site is the best DBZ quiz site but you can't put them on your site. Oh well. The questions are so funny!!!!

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Ghost in the shell rocked

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   What ever happened to humility?

Hey primey, you aren't exactly humble are you? So far you've told me you are buff, make alot of money, make people happy by putting yourself down, have a GF (Who has a BF? Still confused), your art is great in your own eyes, ha ha ha. Cocky Americans!!! (Just joking!!!!!!!!! No really I am!!!! Help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!). Ha ha ha. Well let me list my attributes, (Ahem): I'm tall (1m 69cm) I have long dark hair (like Arwen) I've been told I should be a model (are you crazy! I would never become a bubbleheaded idiot for men to perve over!! ) ^_^ Happiest day of my life that was! Ha ha ha! I kick boy-arse at online gaming and Beat-em-ups (the games... although I could probably take them on in real life! Ha ha ha!), I am smart (ok, this feels weird now, I don't like it, no more bragging for me). One more thing, I have a principal of not copying my pictures. Psyconorika has the right idea (I don't believe in girl power but, you go girl!!!!) ha ha ha. I'm in another good mood today people. Weird huh? Zedstef? Where the hell are you? Don't make me come get you! Have you written the next episode of DBSA yet? Hurry up!!!!!!!

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