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Birthday
• 1987-02-24
Location
• South Africa
Member Since
• 2003-12-23
Occupation
• Unemployed (damn)
Real Name
• Just call me daki/darky

Personal

Anime Fan Since
• 1989
Favorite Anime
• I'll think about it another time
Goals
• manga / anime character designer
Hobbies
• Anime, Playstation, MMORPG's, misc pc games... I like minesweeper :/

myOtaku.com: Dark mercenary

Sunday, December 28, 2003

Instability

Hey, Zaida. Where are you man? It's been three days, we haven't not spoken for months. What's up? Should I be worried? I don't know what's going on... Well, anyway, here's my post. Hmmm... well lately (for the past two or so years) I've been gradually losing touch with reality. I am having trouble telling what's "real", I confuse things with these dreams I've been having. I've been told they're premonitions and that I'm psychic, but I don't need this @#%$ in my life. I am also confusing conversations or experiences, with dreams or vice versa. I feel so messed up, I can hardly think anymore, sometimes I just want to cry... but it doesn't seem possible if it's something important... I can cry for something trivial, such as a stupid movie that isn't even sad (I cried in the most arb moment in Finding Nemo). It was a funny movie, I don't even know why I cried. I suppose I could make excuses and try to explain it to myself, but I'm done doing that, I've done that my whole life... Anyway, i'm not comfortable with revealing too much about myself, but since this is practically anonymous it doesn't matter as much. I need to go and sleep. I don't feel like facing the day... Sorry Zaida, you haven't seen this side of me before... I've been depressed for two years. You should know. Thanks for being there, friend (I mean that in a nice way, not the Piccolo way, it's just become a habit).

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