Tuesday, January 27, 2004

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zedstef, stop stressing. You're not the cause of my depression. I've been like this for a long time. Anyway, I can't update my site as frequently as I have done lately.... my schoolwork is preventing me from doing all of the things I love..... this is going to be the worst year of my 14 year school career..... 14 years...... how sad. most of my life..... but then again, it wasn't always so consuming.... requiring every waking second of our lives.... maybe it's just WGHS though..... bloody school needs a wake-up call. I only have an Afrikaans werktaak, an english rewrite (oh wait.... I don't need to rewrite.... I did well in that test), an art poster, read this book by monday..... hopefully they won't give me too much more tomorrow.... i need to finish my dress design poster..... sorry, i'm just going over my homework so I remember to do it. I gotta log off soon.... it's 10:10 and I have to wake up early to get my uncle's kids ready for school. I have to wake up at 5 am....... god the kids are terrible when they wake up..... wait, scratch that..... they're always terrible. Me and kids do not get along...... I'm afraid of large groups of children. They're frightening. Ever since I went to nursery school in England..... the kids there are so spoilt. I was traumatised for the rest of my life. A large kid came up to me and ripped a fistful of my hair out! (seriously, a handful of hair. my mom threw a fit because I had little ringlets back then). Apparently they picked on me because I was small and had a funny accent..... and wasn't used to the cold weather... SA is a very hot place..... (yes zedstef, I know, not as hot as where you are ^_~). Now don't tease me because of my "funny accent".... it sounds sort of english but with a bit of afrikaans..... closest thing to afrikaans is dutch... maybe german. But I don't have a german accent..... sorry if I'm ranting a little. I'm just a little overtired and dreading waking up so early tomorrow. hmmmm..... you know what would be useful for otaku...... if you could see if the people on your list were logged on/off. If there is alreay something like that I'm sorry, i'm still relatively new here and am feeling my way around........... I'm so tired.... i was falling alseep in my lessons again today..... oh well, i better end off. I haven't done my homework...... again..... (sigh). I hope you know zedstef, your emails take up my homework time. Just joking. Oh and remember, don't feel bad about something that's out of your control.... tot siens my vriende.

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